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About Me

Thought I'd update this since I have some free time. Im the one in the back who quietly observes others wondering, watching, waiting.. The friend who is always there to listen and lend a shoulder to cry on who will give anything to anyone as long as it makes them feel better. Unless... I feel taking advantage of then unfortunetly the fire within comes out like a heated rage and you have then found your worst enemy.. Im quiet but opinionated. Outgoing but shy. my personality is multi-faceted. Ill try anything once. I worry but Im confident. Im calm but mildly hyper. Im contently sad. I have nothing to win by prooving anything to anyone. I will tell you if you have invaded my personal space but invite you into my life my world and my heart with open arms. Im a little bit of everything wrapped up into one small package and you'll have to open me to find out whats inside. Ill end this with my favorite quote of all time... " You will find total enlightenment when you realize everything in life is just an illusion..."

My Interests

Learning about spirituality, meeting new people, Daydreaming all day long, Drooling while sleeping JK.. Going to concerts.. watching people get frustrated when setting up their instruments .. following people that have the bumper sticker that says " Dont follow me Im lost too"

I'd like to meet:

Anyone out there is isnt afraid of being the clone that society so willingly forces on us... Anyone with a heart.. ambition.. desire for more than just this... and of course.. Charmingly evil people.. Show me what ya got!!

Music:

Finch, Yellowcard, The used, Cardigans, Hawthorne Heights, Thrice, No Doubt, Saves the Day, Counting Crows, Audioslave, Taking back sunday, Pearl Jam, The Cure, Depeche Mode, 311, Sublime, Killswitch Engage, System of a Down, Godsmack.. and much much more.. yours for only 19.99.. Thank you

Movies:

Pulp fiction, Butterflyeffect, , Meet the parents, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, The Pacifier, The Fast and the Furious, Kill Bill, 4 Rooms, Matrix

Television:

One tree hill, Gilmore Girls, Seinfield, Fearfactor

Books:

Any psycological books ... does cosmo count as a book???

Heroes:

My grandma Julia and my Auntie Mary... R.I.P.

My Blog

New Year

I wish I could flashforward six months from now and know everything will be alright. That my life will come full circle and this pain will subside. This feeling of non existance will dessolve like sug...
Posted by MELISSA on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 11:03:00 PST

So accurate !!!

Your Life Path Number is 11http://images.blogthings.com/whatisyourlifepathnumberquiz/ path.jpg" height="100" width="100">Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to yo...
Posted by MELISSA on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 08:05:00 PST

Petals

Sandy beaches clouds above Heartfelt grasps no one to love Sweeping winds calm my soul Skys the limit, the universe my goal Bursting above the foggy haze Faster and faster through the maze No o...
Posted by MELISSA on Thu, 18 May 2006 09:43:00 PST

Labrynth

Cant control the pain inside Cant refuse the cry The hollowness begs softly The tears fill up my eyes Dancing calmly in the fields Of resentment and remorse Time after time I try and see But life stil...
Posted by MELISSA on Thu, 18 May 2006 09:34:00 PST

nowhere but here

I feel the breath of my breath smoothness of my skin and the warmth of the artificial sun in my room My eyes closed tighly gripping my pillow hoping to feel that feeling of hope knowing its n...
Posted by MELISSA on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 09:04:00 PST