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.Defibrillator. [muah]

I am here for Friends

About Me


.love me for who i am, not how i live my life.
.my sister is a rockstar.
.watching/hearing singers get into their lyrics... gives me chills.
Sia - sexy mutha fucka
Amy Lee - Evanescense
Chad Gray - Mudvayne
Lacey Mosley - Flyleaf
a few things you should knowfamily and friends mean the world to me.
.dyke, is not an intelligent word.
.fuck with my friends, and you signed up to fuck with me.
.the only good chocolate, is white chocolate.
.winterfresh gum is the best.
.don't lie, just to get attention... it's not cool.
.anime is retarded.
.the smell of gasoline is goooood.
.i hate un-intelligent people.
.i hate being told what not to do.
.the smell of smoke is intoxicating.
.keep your head out of your ass.
.hugs are amazing.
+ i love, MY love... more than EVER.


Band of the MomentLatest ObsessionsCurrent Thought
...i would deffinetely die without laughter...

My Interests

Miss Me? ...
.. Long Walks. Hugs. Cuddling. Grapes. Laughter. Drum Solos. Bass Guitars. Sunsets. Stars. Cigarette Smoke. Oranges. Smell of Gasoline. Chinese Food. Swings. Parks. Paper Airplanes. Candy. Dancing. Tongue Rings. Video Games. My Kitty, Tucker. White Roses. Snow. New Words. Fun.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

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.Mmmmm... talk to me baby.

A Few Favorites

Lily Allen
Yael Naim
In This Moment
Cursive
Tegan and Sara
Sia
Skillet
Family Force 5
KERLI
Combichrist
CanHeadDj's
Regina Spektor
Tegan and Sara
Breaking Benjamin
Mudvayne
30 Seconds To Mars
The Rocket Summer
Bo Bice
Imogen Heap
Frou Frou
Bullet For My Valentine
Misery Signals
Eyes Set To Kill
Freezepop
Metro Station
PlayRadioPlay!
Underoath
Fergie
Daphne Loves Derby
The Scene Aesthetic
panic at the disco
Korn
Secondhand Serenade
30 Seconds to Mars
Static X
Slipknot
Acceptance
Lacuna Coil
The Spill Canvas
Hellogoodbye
Flyleaf
Shiny Toy Guns
Daughtry
Incubus
Cake
Sublime
Plain White T's
Dashboard Confessional

Annnddd... i Love Rap && Techno...Love, it.

Heroes:


He makes me uber happy... :)

My Blog

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Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 04:17:00 PST

i remember...

i remember...playing with stickers, clutching stephanie, being awake but unable to speak or move, distant voices talking about my breatheing tube, crying, coldness... having to pee so bad i thought i ...
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 08:29:00 PST

Out of Hospital. Yay.

for those of you that don't know. and would care to know.i had a bit of a difficulty friday night, i believe it was.my heart stopped.i was brought back.i just left the hospital the other night. and i ...
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 12:06:00 PST

.cuddle.

... feeling so comfortable,... so at ease with the world and all your surroundings....that.everything else melts away......
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:52:00 PST

Yay

..> ..> ..> i dont feel like working... so tired...was it all the long glanceswas it a moviewas it a dreamwas it realthe delicate shape of her passionate mouth is tattooed on my neckhidden by the h...
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:15:00 PST

10.27.07 Halloween Costume Party

... was pretty much amazing. Haha. turned out nice, for all the work we all put into it. =) wonder-fucking-full. Muahahahaha. Will be posting more photos from the partay sooner or later. gonna just ha...
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 04:51:00 PST

it’s goooooooooooooooood

... yes. yes it is. goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood. Lol. don't ask.
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 02:34:00 PST

Riiigggghhht

Liars...                                    are ...
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 06:16:00 PST

Venting.Venting.Venting.

i just need to say one thing...   If you tell one person something.... and you can't tell another person the exact same thing.without making it a comletely different story or turning it around to...
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 12:26:00 PST

.me+nephew conversation.

so this is a conversation that me and my nephew, Damian, 4 years old, had when he got done going to the bathroom. Me: How was it?Damian: Good, what did i do down there?Me: Did you poop?Damian: Yes, in...
Posted by .Defibrillator. [muah] on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:44:00 PST