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Mesha

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What do you want to know that hasn't been said to the left already? I have been happily married to the man of my dreams for almost 6 years now. We have a son Caiden who sadly, didn't survive. I work for Auto zone.. it's okay really I actually enjoy it. Well, the parts that aren't drama filled. I don't do drama so, if you do stay the heck away from me. I am a bitch, I am not afraid to tell you what I think. I do not lie so, if you don't want the answer do NOT ask me. I am a home body, I don't do the party scene, if I do go out it's to a local quiet bar. Other than that, there isn't much else to know.

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It's sad really

     Life is going... out of control somedays and others like nothing is wrong. I tend to be able to keep myself busy enough not to hurt. I am always thinking but, somehow only on somedays I can remem...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 17:00:00 GMT

Reaching out

Tomorrow will make two months since we lost Caiden. It seems as though only minutes have passed since I heard the news. Everything has gone down hill ever since Chris losing his job due to the oil fei...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 20:54:00 GMT

15 Things and a little something else.

Thanks Zoe, I needed something to do today  15things I want to say to 15 differen't people. The perk is, I don't have to tell you who they are!! *evil laugh* 1. You are our rock. I hate that you are b...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 08:55:00 GMT

Wait--Thanks Tammy!

Every morning I wake up in search of a better day. I try to take my mind off of what I have lost and focus on what I have to gain. I believe that somehow I was loosing faith I was choosing to believe ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 09:54:00 GMT

Why

What were you thinking and how do you feel?And how do I make this pain unreal?You, with all the answers why us why  me?Why must we suffer and you filled with glee?What have I done that seems so wrong?...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 14:39:00 GMT

January 25, 2009

As most of you already know, Sunday I had to have an emergency c-section my placenta came detached and as a result we lost Caiden. He was a healthy 3lbs 1.1oz and 15.5'' long. He was absolutly perfect...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 11:08:00 GMT

Week 29

Pregnancy just may be the most confusing part of life. A thousand questions come to mind a day as I near the end. Eleven weeks to go and I am over seven months pregnant... Just doesn't add up.  I know...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 05:38:00 GMT

The dumbest people I know are those who know it all.

I spend a lot of time googling things. Chris laughed at me a couple of weeks ago because I told him to "google it". I tried to explain to him that no matter what your question is you WILL find it in g...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 16:27:00 GMT

Morning!

I am officially in the third trimester and let me tell you, it isn't any easier than the first. In fact, it might be even more difficult. On top of my growing belly, morning sickness, and low to high ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 13:30:00 GMT

Cameron & the ultrasound update.

Everything is changing at a rapid pace now. I just hit 21 weeks and I feel like I have been pregnant forever and the stomach growth and stretch marks are just begining. I love every minute of it! &nbs...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 13:10:00 GMT