I am neither a terribly complex, or interesting person. This is not a deflated view of myself, or a matter of self esteem. I love myself, and I happen to be the greatest company in the world...for myself. Honestly, I am just not social, so what is the purpose of having this?
Reading other people's crap. I have a voyeuristic streak, and this is just a tiny fix. May be I feel that I can live vicariously though these other people's lives. Though I don't know why I would want to, since I don't seem to get along with most people. Oh, I can pretend when it suits me, certainly. To avoid conflict, I will pretend to be amiable, and kind, and shy.
For the most part, I just dislike you, your habits, the fact that you are talking to me, and would really rather you go away. You being a generalized reference. I get along with some people most of the time. But it still takes energy, I have noticed. When I am tired, and lack the will, it takes a great deal of self control for me to just ignore my surroundings, and not give in to my impulses.
I don't really enjoy being like this all that much. Most of my quirks are pretty unreasonable, and I know it. I cannot help the fact that if I hear you chewing on something, crunching on chips, smacking your lips, or slurping a drink, I want to smash the offending foodstuff in to your face, and then usually, your face in to the nearest hard surface. Just an impulse, I am not certain where it comes from.
Any which way, if there is any thing else you want to know 'about me', and you cannot learn it through this, you will just need to ask me. I don't mind interacting with people online, since I do not need to see or hear them. So don't be afraid to ask questions, since I have always loved answering questions : )
((Some people say I am quite silly. I think I am quite violent, and have just repressed my urges thus far. So who knows.))
