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I am here for Friends

About Me


My name is Natashia.. my friends call me tosha. Im pretty easy to get along with unless you piss me off. I can be a bitch at times but cant we all. I love music, I dont know where I would be without it. I have amazing friends who have been with me through the worst. I dont really get along with my family much but im trying to work on that.. one of my new years resolutions, besides I love them even if they are a bit crazy. My sense of humor is a little cruel and a lot of people dont like it or just think im sick.. they will get over it. I have a little bit of OCDs so if somethings arent just right it makes me a little mad.. weird I know. Ive been through a lot in my life so if I seem like your problems are a bit insignificant then maybe they are. I like to help out with as much as I can and if its not good enough then hey at least I tried. Peoples opinions dont really matter much to me anymore, if you dont like it then dont fucking talk to me. Well anyways thats just a little discription about me.. oh yeah im a bit random if you couldnt tell.

My Interests



God, friends, family, MUSIC, movies, extreme weather, shopping, gothic art, non-drama-ish things, nice people, Maple Story (yes im a geek so what), traveling, meeting new people, life

I'd like to meet:

If you are sending me msgs or are trying to add me because you think im hot.. im not interested. If you add me because you are one in [way to] many who thinks that its cool to have 1234454564567 friends I will not accept. If you are already on my friends list and fail to reply to my emails or comments after awhile I will get tired of you and delete you. Im not looking for boyfriends, im not a simple minded slut and will not talk dirty to you, I dont need "friends" who cause drama.. I have enough of my own that im trying to get rid of. I WILL NOT change myself or anything I say to please you.. if you dont like what I have to say.. its simple really, dont talk to me. =)

Music:



DEFTONES,
A perfect Circle,
Korn,
Team Sleep, Garbage, Evanescence, Apocalyptica, Massive Attack, DeepDish, Telepopmusik, As Tall As Lions, Marilyn Manson, Tool, Metallica, Smashing Pumpkins, Otep, Kittie, Incubus, Bush, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, Cradle of Filth, Queens of the Stone Age, NIN, Kidney Thieves, Cold, Static X, Chevelle, 311, Fear Factory, Staind, Alanis Morrisette

Movies:

APOCALYPTO --the best movie ever!
The Nightmare Before Christmas, Donnie Darko, Under the Tuscan Sun, Pulp Fiction, Requiem For a Dream, Spun, LOTR, Starwars, Dreamcatcher, Bram Stokers Dracula, Queen of the Damned, The Ring, Saw, Wolf Creek, anyways mostly horror movies, movies with vampires, not really much into comedy weird I know.. but I do like Office Space ;)

Television:

The Nightmare Before Christmas, Donnie Darko, Under the Tuscan Sun, Pulp Fiction, Requiem For a Dream, Spun, LOTR, Starwars, Dreamcatcher, Bram Stokers Dracula, Queen of the Damned, The Ring, Saw, Wolf Creek, anyways mostly horror movies, movies with vampires, not really much into comedy weird I know.. but I do like Office Space ;)

Books:



Any books about vampires or any by V.C. Andrews ♥

Heroes:

* Jesus *
& the love of my life..Codi for never giving up on me and giving me strength for tomorrow. Thank you for showing me light in the dark and for your undying love, my Angel.. I love you

My Blog

Goodbye.

No no no no, no no no no, no no no no, Listen little child, there will come a day When you will be able, able to say Never mind the pain, or the aggravation You know there's a better way, for you and ...
Posted by thê Qüèëñ ø’ Hêå®t$ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 08:20:00 PST

beautiful!

This is a little poem thingy Chris sent me and I thought people should read it!   I am a military girlfriend. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. I am at the bottom of the chai...
Posted by thê Qüèëñ ø’ Hêå®t$ on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 08:39:00 PST

October

"October"I can't run anymore,I fall before you,Here I am,I have nothing left,Though I've tried to forget,You're all that I am,Take me home,I'm through fighting it,Broken,Lifeless,I give up,You're my o...
Posted by thê Qüèëñ ø’ Hêå®t$ on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 09:34:00 PST

Fire Mountain

I have a job bitches! lol.. I just thought i'd let everyone know so nobody wonders where I went off to. Anyways I am working at a restuarant called Fire Mountain and today was my first day! I was so e...
Posted by thê Qüèëñ ø’ Hêå®t$ on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:24:00 PST

In the end

Today I was supposed to go in for an interview but I wasn't able to make it there.  When I came back inside I was really disappointed and felt like my whole day had become a waist. I cried a litt...
Posted by thê Qüèëñ ø’ Hêå®t$ on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 12:09:00 PST

Sleeping Beauty

Delusional I believe I can cure it all for you, dear Coax or trick or drive or drag the demons from you Make it right for you sleeping beauty Truly thought I can magically heal you You're far beyond a...
Posted by thê Qüèëñ ø’ Hêå®t$ on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 03:27:00 PST