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Alright with a little help from a friend knocked up on pain pills, we came to this conclusion. I am 20 and engaged. I am madly in love with a certain person, and want to procreate ASAP. The mere thought of there being a significant age gap between my children and I is to the phobia state. Yes, I will cry if the idea is even mentioned. I also hate my horrible job at the Pit of Despair, and every night I work there it takes me a bit closer to being required to enter a 12 step program. Though I'm not sure that 12 steps would even be close to enough. But then again maybe I should just learn to like taking peoples crap and allow lower class hicks from the sticks and old people to walk over my lack of soul. I also have experienced a personal victory over Karma, which until now had completely screwed me over. In a bizzare twist of fate, my 100 day streak ended, I suddenly didn't want to jump in front of a train because of all the stress in my life. But karma plays a mean game and is back at it with a large amount of kick. Then again this could be because I overstepped my boundaries, then again it's not my fault I didn't want to really let go of the man I am head over heels for as mentioned above. Additionally, in that same moment, I got to stick it to the man. F#$@ you, Take that and shove it, you know who.[LOVEMYFLASH][/LOVEMYFLASH]