Rage...into the darkness...fear not the prickly pins against your skin. |
Often I find myself pondering what the meaning of my existence on this planet really is, I mean lets get the norm outta the way yes I am a mother and love my children with every breath I tak...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:08:00 PST |
Poem |
Deep Cuts.....Rage inside my Head
Too often we find ourselves....jumping...leaping...screaming into an abyss of our own making.
How did I get here....is there a doorway out...if I scream...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Thu, 31 May 2007 08:35:00 PST |
Poem |
All the Children..
To my babies
Have the children all run away?Becoming little men and women.....raging before their time,
anger before they can open ... wounds gashed like rushing rapids.....
Posted by allysonb2000 on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:55:00 PST |
The blue or the red pill..... |
How do you gather yourself when no one really can grasp where you are at.....I feel disconnected and when I express it all too often I am accused of being "dramatic"....so what is the remedy....stuff ...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:45:00 PST |
No pain no gain....or so they say |
The days of May always seem to haunt me....my husband asked me the other week what the hell was wrong with me lately...I sat and thought cause first I had to wrap my head around the fact that I am sti...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Mon, 28 May 2007 06:38:00 PST |
....Another year....slow is the healing |
My Magic Man
There are many sides to him&..the boy&.the teenager&.the man&.the son&..the brother &. The father&.
Each of us here stands witness to my brother &.
To the different faces& the ma...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Sat, 26 May 2007 06:47:00 PST |
Reach.....outside of the box at least once a day |
Okay....that sucked wrote this sorta cool blog and what happened......it went to some weird page and didn't post it....long story short about the first paragraph...got some really cool things to do to...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Sat, 12 May 2007 05:44:00 PST |
Growing up |
I just got home....well nearly a week ago but that is how long it takes me to decompress...to embrace how much I appreciate the "normal life" I have and anyone that knows me knows that I am a tad bit ...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 12:14:00 PST |
Fabulous....Marvelous... |
Today was a marvelous day....I got a call about eleven and found out a dear friend of mine was here kicking it with Matt and Kevin...lol....her husband....I rushed home and off we went....to shop at W...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 07:27:00 PST |
Thoughts |
Headed off to Cowan and to be honest with you all I am afraid....more afraid then I have been in a long time. For those of you who know me know how I aam....it is my baby...flawed as he may be w...
Posted by allysonb2000 on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:03:00 PST |
