I would like to show you something. 
Something hideously ugly, and yet sensuous and beautiful. 
It's dark and evil, and yet often shines brightly 
with goodness and giving. 
It is spewing hate, and yet capable of unconditional 
love and compassion. 
It's pain is unfathomable, but it remembers peace and joy, 
the warmth of which still lingers. 
It is capable of murder and destruction, 
but also wants to build and give, 
to leave something positive behind when it leaves this 
 world. 
It is childish and stupid, but often shows deep 
 understanding 
and timeless maturity. 
It has begged for death and joyfully embraced life. 
I would like to show you my soul...