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Its just Mel

Since im not your everything how bout ill be nothing, nothing at all to you

About Me

Hmm...what can I say about lil ol me? Haha not much. Im 23 and just moved to a new apartment in Westfield. Im kinda crazy, but not in that psycho way. More like the "what the hell is wrong with that girl?" sorta way! lol I am a sweet, passionate, sensitive, caring, free-spirited, but also kinda shy, type of girl who likes to surround herself with people who are just as random as I am. And yes, even tho I say I am random im also one of those girls who needs to run on a schedule. Word of adivce, don't mess it up, its just bad. Im that girl you can take home to your mama! Despite my location, I am a Yankees fan, and I am damn proud of it too. Im sorta kinda close with my family even tho we can't get along if I live with them or even see them for more then a day at a time. But I have an apartment with my sister. Go figure! Without her, there would be no me. I work in a childcare center and also nanny on the side. Its kinda sad, but those kids are my life. They will always come first to me. Yeah so thats me in a nutshell. Take it or leave it, because I am NOT going to change.

My Interests

Now this list could be endless! I like Music, (almost every kind) movies, dancing, reading, lesbian fiction, "coming out" stories, writing, going to the gym, hanging out with friends, meeting new people, talking to ppl, ppl i can be around and not have to talk, the night sky, stars, clouds, rain, thunderstorms, lightning, beaches (even if I can't always go in the water) games, video/computer/board/drinking games, rainbows, faeries, monkies, tattoos, piercings (tho i have no piercing of my own), no silence, ketchup, painting random things, drums (tho i can't play) the smile on a childs face, the sound of someone singing beside me, concerts(even if no one likes what i listen to, oh well), wtaching tv, black flipflops, hawiian flowers/print, pink, blue, black, peanut butter (if u kno me, u kno him), the L word, yearbooks (just not my pic), dreams, dreamsicles, amy brown and brain fraud, ppl who care...and don't just pretend to, buffy, bubbles, candles, flame, bon fires, collegedropout.com, here is a scary one...WORK! Yup, I love my job! lol

I'd like to meet:

Hmm...are we talking famous people? lol jk Id like to meet people who are a lil bit like me. Just not a lot! I like meeting people who are different from the "norm". People who like to have fun, and know how to have a good time, no matter what the situation.

Music:

Ready for this one? I love Kelly Clarkson! Go ahead, laugh it up. But I really do. sarah mclachlan, jewel, tori amos, anna nalick, natasha bedingfield, sarah fimm, the weekend, joss stone, toby lightman,lillix, leann rimes, christina aguilera, pink, t.at.u, michelle branch, the wreckers, sara evens, jessica andrews, the cooler kids, erasure(a little respect), janis joplin, racheal yamataga, natalie merchant, alanis morissette, heather nova, gina gershon. I also like Rock, Pop, Rap, Country, some blues, oldies, 80s, almost anything played live, female singers, acustic. Yeah, i'm not that picky with music. I like it all! ..

Movies:

I like mostly Horror, Comedy, and Lesbian chick flicks. D.E.B.S, coyote ugly, blue crush, but i'm a cheerleader, the new guy, bring it on, harry potter movies lol, mona lisa smile, homeroom, honey, save the last dance, dirty dancing, finding nemo, all the jaws movies(favs as a kid), But my ultimate favorite movies are A league of their own, and the craft...none better!

Television:

So yeah, I am a reality tv junkie. I love all of the Real World/Road Rules shows, American Idol, Survivor, Big Brother, all of them. But RW/RR has to be the top of my list cause I love Rachel Robinson!!! hehe I am also a devoted O.C watcher, as well as Gilmore Girls and One Tree Hill. I swear I am over 13! lolTake the quiz:
which real world austin charater are you??

Johanna
you are johanna..your a wild girl and when u get drunk its not good!

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Books:

How gay am I? lol I read mostly Lesbian fiction. "Chasing Lightning" and "Never Say Never" are my most recent. And slowly but surely im reading the Harry Potter Books...im only on 4 tho!! lol

Heroes:

My grammy...she is all I ever needed.

My Blog

Oh loveliness

Soo...yeah as most ppl know i have been struggling with a lil back pain since around mid to the end of march. I had gone through physical therapy for it for two months but nothing seemed to be working...
Posted by Its just Mel on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 09:08:00 PST

ranting about the drama

how long do you think it takes before you truely know a person? i mean like front and back, good and bad. seriously. i have had a friend now for about five years now. a friend who at most times i have...
Posted by Its just Mel on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 02:29:00 PST

Lazy Dazy

So here it is, the laziest Sunday I have ever had.  I really got nothing accomplished at all today, and considering the ammount of things that I was suppose to do today, this was not a good thing...
Posted by Its just Mel on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 09:04:00 PST

Um...because I fuckin love this song, thats why!

"Bad Day"Where is the moment we needed the mostYou kick up the leaves and the magic is lostThey tell me your blue skies fade to greyThey tell me your passion's gone awayAnd I don't need no carryin' on...
Posted by Its just Mel on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 08:58:00 PST

How is it possible...

Okay, so can somebody please tell me how it is possible that I have 45, count them 45 lesbians or bisexual girls on my friggin freinds list, most of which I even know or at least talk to...yet I ...
Posted by Its just Mel on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 11:42:00 PST

Roommate Application

Application for Roommate Okay so by May/June of 2006 I am going to be needed to move out of my apartment that I currently share with my sister.  The problem is, she is getting a condo with her bo...
Posted by Its just Mel on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 07:01:00 PST

Melanie is...

Directions: Type "(your name) is" with the quotes, into a Google search then pick out your favorite 10 responses. Copy, then repost your responses: Melanie is pleased to offer her insights and experi...
Posted by Its just Mel on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 07:48:00 PST

You wanna know what SUCKS?

This is it guys. This is me saying that I finally understand what people have been telling me all of my life now.  I'm 22yrs old and sure it took me some time, but I have finally gotten the messa...
Posted by Its just Mel on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 08:49:00 PST

so i have this friend...

Okay, so I have this friend.  Now this friend really likes this girl.  This girl that she likes is the sweetest, funniest, and cutiest girl that she has ever met.  They have a lot in co...
Posted by Its just Mel on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 08:22:00 PST

Sick

Im sick...yeah thats right im sick.  Not cough cough achoo achoo sick.  No that was last week.  I am instead sick of being sick.  Mentally, emotionally, and okay yeah, sometimes ph...
Posted by Its just Mel on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 09:30:00 PST