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About Me

2 really {DEFINE} Mys3Lf is just   not possible.. Why? There is SO much 2 M3... My personality can be all over the place & I have many different sides .. I can just tell U what comes 2 mind at the moment in a small description.. First & foremost I am one of the MOST UP-FRONT, HONEST, LOYAL females U will EVER come across.. I am always real & I expect that in return if U want 2 be in my life. I pretty much do my own thing which causes me 2 isolate myself a lot & I really want 2 stop doing that so much, I want 2 get back out there on a social level and find sum really good friends.. I have alot I deal with in my life & I'm kinda IN-N33D of some new good friends; Guys & Girls- If your down 2 make friends then GeT @ Me~ I love ppl that can make me laugh. For me it's hard 2 find ppl that I really click with, I almost feel like most ppl just don't get it.. I believe that there is a certain Chemistry you must have with some1; relationship or just friends either way   Chemistry is The Most Important. If we don't click the right way.. it ain't happening. Great Conversation is also an absolute must. I have morals, values, & a deep belief in KaRmA. I absolutely CAN'T stand Liars & Theives. I GoT MY OWN Apt <- Yes I live AlOnE <- I really enjoy having my space & I'm very paticular about my things; I truely hate when ppl start messing with my sh*t or don't pick up after themself <- I'll be quick 2 say sumthin. [{*WhAt I'm InTo*}] PiNk { MuSiC} WiSdOm {Loyalty & Humbleness} Great Friends* { Food } Thrift Stores { Gettin My Nails}   Adventures { Hot Tubs} Tryin new things {ThunderStorms} Lip Gloss { Driving} LoVe { Tattoos } Bad Boys { MYSTERY } Exploring { Ppl that don't just talk about themself} My Ciggerates { DoIn my hair & Make-Up } LookIn a HoT Mess & beIn lazy { MY Apartment-> I live AlOnE { Crossword scratch Offs}   LaughIng { Good Movie3 } {TuRn OnS}   Mystery {Dark features} - confident but not concited- [ Just alil cockiness] yet knows   A ReaL women when they see one] Bad Boy, yet a gentleman { Respectful} KnOw how 2 Conversate { Can SpOiL a female } Eagerness is a Turn Off { Can throw dOwN & defend if it calls 4} I have always been different & I do like being different because it's what makes me who I am; Unique -> I can't help but feel like I wish I was normal sometimes. Without all my health problems & family issues.. because now I have found myself just doing my own thing-> Alone, I deal with so much that I have no friends & it was never like that. Up until I started doing dialysis is pretty much when I lost having a social life.* I want 2 have that again* real editor best profile tools real editor

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

ANY1 that is UP-FRONT & HONEST .. People that have dealt with alot or seen alot through their life & have Wisdom/knowledge 2 share.. ANY1 that can make me laugh, & can really keep my interest....

My Blog

In HoSpItAl -needs a friend

   SO Yeah Im stuck up in here still at the hospital, I been here for about 3 weeks now & I want to go home.. Its almost summer and Im excited; I love when its hot outside. This summer I just reall...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 12:37:00 GMT

Health Problems

   I been meaning to post a little bit about some of the health problems I deal with, I wont get into a bunch details or explain everything I will just say what comes to mind at the moment.. So Yeah ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 14:59:00 GMT

ADDICTION

   Wow reality hits, like a slap in the face that woke me up from a foggy dream.. I cry so hard in a way I haven't for quite awhile. I know what I have to do and until this moment I didn't t...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 13:05:00 GMT

LoOkIn 4 SoMe1

   HeY There I been single for awhile now and just been doing me & discovering my true self... Im now in a better place in my life and I guess I'm wanting to find someone to whom I "clic...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 12:01:00 GMT

SuMthIn BoUt Me

So yeah I do have health problems & for some ppl that maybe scary or just 2 much 4 them 2 handle  so if U got issuses then KICK ROCKS theres plenty of otha ppl on here... N~E~WayZ.. I ha...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 02:01:00 GMT

LeaRnInG ME

  I am finally learning alot about myself I had previously been tryin to figure out becus I thought I knew but really I was just gettin caught up in all the bullshyt/people/ and person...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 01:51:00 GMT

I DONT KNOW ME

It has been difficult for  me 2 realize that I had completely changed, I no longer recognize myself.. I have realized it's not a bad thing. It's gowing up, changing, & wanting differant thing...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 06:50:00 GMT

Past Love

SHOULD YOU? If you had been in a 3-4year relationship with someone and they cheated on you numerous times along with doing many other hurtful things and not being there for you, and then it ends horr...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 17:45:00 GMT