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Just Jude &lt;3 Heartless In NJ

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About Me


My name is Melissa.
I recently was confirmed as Jude, and perfer that to Melissa
I'm known by many nicknames; Mel, El
I come with my own disclaimer.
I Have 2 Best friends. Nina and Annie
I'm a Gamer
The previous statement implies that I can kick your ass at call of duty 4.
I know how to drive stick shift.
I have four tattoos
Music is my life. I write it, play it, sing it.
In my alone time I play piano or guitar.
I'm an artist. That means I want to do everything, and can rarely focus on any one particular thing
Gummy Bears are squishy.
I LOVE photography, and have been doing it for 8 years.
Some of my art work has been shown at exhibits at Montclair State University.
I own and run my own website. With the help of some amazing people of course. Check it out, it's worth it: www.blueera.net
The music playing on my page: A love like pi, friends of mine, check out there music myspace, and then check out mine, mine's under Melissa Castillo on my top friends kthnxbai
Things that can always put a smile on my face when I'm down:
Little Mermaid
Harry Potter
Jelly Bellies
Hopesfall
Black Raspberry Vanilla
Rubber Ducks
The Beach
Dancing in the rain
Swimming in rain
California
Photography
Rubix's Cubes
Oreos
The Warm Sun on my face
The Stars on a crisp clear night
The Reflection of the moon on the lake
X Box 360
Sunshine
Rescue Me
Guitar Hero 3 cuz Alessia and me suck at it
Laughing
Call Of Duty 4
Halo 2
My Friends
Halo 3
Dancing
Podcasts
Clubs
My Ipod
Text Messages
My Sidekick 3
My Red Heels
My Cyan Earrings
Rum
Green Tea
M&M's
Holding Hands
Sitting By The Water
Late Night Phone Calls
The Red Leaves In The Fall
Relaxing After A Stressful Day.
People
Hot BATHS!
Popcorn
Across The Universe
Sour Patch Kids
Movies
Angelina Jolie
Jamoca Milkshakes
Jamoca Almond Fudge Ice Cream
Love
Contact Me:
I'm a pretty easy person get get a hold of. My main user name for anything and everything is ElegyOfHope.
You can find me at the following:
Messangers:AIM, Yahoo, and MSN ([email protected])
Email:@hotmail.com,BlueEra.net,Yahoo.com,TMail.com Best ways are hotmail and Tmail (that goes directly to my phone)

My Interests

I love hanging out with the few friends that I have, It makes everything much more enjoyable. I love going into the city to Webster Hall, Making Money, I'm a gamer girl, so I love me my video games, driving heals my soul; it feels like the only me time where I can be at peace with myself., I love photography; for 8 years strong i've been doing it, Cafe's, Darkrooms, Writing, Candles & Sex, The Stars & Sex, The Beach & Sex, Showers with clothes on loll!, California, NYC, Drinking, CALL OF DUTY 4, Guitar Hero 3, Rainbow Six Vegas, Halo 2, DDR, New Jersey's Endless Diners, Weird NJ (Gates of Hell), Cartoons, Sex, Tattoos, Music, Sleep, Green Clothes, Showers, Swimming, Talking on the Phone, Sending texts, Dancing in the Rain, Tournaments, Shooting things with things.

I'd like to meet:

You take in everything with a certainty I envy It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing please,Oh darling all of these awkward jump-start-stalling conversations, Mean much more to me than anything, So it comes down to me and you and, Whether were supposed to or not we still will, We're so much better off than them, All the possibility and promise just, Weighs on me so heavily,View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

8mm, 311, 30 Seconds To Mars, A.F.I.,Aaliyah, ABBA, Ace Of Base, Akon, Alanis Morissette, All-4-One, All American Rejects, Allister, Angels & Airwaves, Apex Theory, Armor For Sleep, Ataris, Athena Cage, Augustana, Barlow Girls, The Beatles, Bethany Joy Lenz, Billy Talent, Bishop Lamont, Bizzy Bone, Black Eyed Peas, Blink 182, Bon Jovi, Bone Thugs N Harmony, Bonnie Tyler, Boston, Box Car Racer, Boys II Men, Boys Night Out, Brand New, Breaking Benjamin, Brian McKnight, Broken Social Scene, Bruce Springsteen, Bush, Cajmere, Candlebox, Cascada, Celine Dion, Chris Cornell, Christina Aguilera, Ciara, Cindy Lauper, Clipse, Coal Chamber, Coheed & Cambria, Cold Play, Coolio, Copywrite, Corner Stone Cues, Da Rude, Daddy Yankee, Daft Punk, Danger Flowers, Dashboard Confessional, Dave Matthews Band, Death Cab For A Cutie, Deep Side, Delirium, Denali, Destiny's Child, Dido, Dirty Vegas, DMX, Dolla, Donna Lewis, Dream, Drew Sidora, The Eagles, The Early November, Earth Wind & Fire, Eden's Crush, Emanuel, Emiliana Torrini, Eminem, En Vogue, Enigma, Enya, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters, Fort Minor, Frank Zappa, The Fray, Fredro Starr, From Autumn To Ashes, Funeral For A Friend, Gina Rene, Glen Hansard, Greg Dulli, Gym Class Heroes, Halo 1-3 OST, Hawthorne Heights, Hector El Father, Hidden In Plain View, Home Grown, Hopesfall, Howie Day, Immortal Technique, Incubus, Interference, Jamie Scott, Jann Arden, Jay-Z, Jem, Jennifer Lopez, Jimmy Eat World, Joe, Joe Budden, Joey Ramone, John Legend, Jon Hopkins, Joseph Arthur, Journey, The Juliana Theory, Justin Timberlake, K-Ci & JoJo, Kate Voegele, Kelis, Kill Hannah, Kill Switch Engage, The Killers, Kittie, L'Arc En Ciel, La Bouche, La Ley, Le Tigre, Legion of Doom, Letter Kills, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Looney Tunes Y Trebol Clan, Lori Carson, Lost Prophets, A Love Like Pi, Love Spit Love, Lucas Prata, Lupe Fiasco, Lyfe Jennings, Madonna, Magnetic Fields, Magnetic North, Mandy Moore, Mariah Carey, Marketa Irglova, Matchbook Romance, Meat Loaf, Mellowdrowne, Mest, Michael Jackson, Michelle Branch, Moby, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Mya, N.O.R.E., Nada Surf, Nas, Nelly Furtado, New Found Glory, Newton, Nine Black Alps, No Doubt, No Hollywood Ending, Oceansize, Of Montreal, One Republic, One True Thing, Orishas, Our Lady Peace, P.O.D., Panic! At the Disco, Papa Roach, Paul Oakenfold, A Perfect Circle, Petey Pablo, Pezz, Phantom Planet, Phil Collins, Placebo, Plumb, Pras Michael, The Professional, Puddle Of Mudd, Rabbit In The Moon, The Ramones, Ratatat, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Remy Zero, Richard Marx, Rihanna, Robert Miles, Rookie of The Year, Rufio, Sade, Samantha Mumba, Santana, Sarah Brightman, Sarah McLachlan, Saves the Day, Selena, Senses Fail, Sheryl Crow, Shiny Toy Guns, Silverstein, Siouxsie & The Banshees, Slipknot, Snap, Snow Patrol, Sparta, Spice Girls, Spoon, Stereophonics, Story of the Year, Straylight Run, String Quartet, Sugarcult, Syntax, System of A Down, T.a.T.u., Taking Back Sunday, Tattle Tale, Tego Calderon, Thrice, Thursday, Timbaland, TKA, Too Short, Top Loader, Trading Yesterday, Trust Company, Tupac, TV on The Radio, Tyler Hilton, Underoath, The Used, Usher, Vanessa Carlton, The Vines, Von Bondies, Wicker Park, Willa Ford, Willy Chirino, The Wreckers, Wylef Jean, X-Ecutioners, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Ying Yang Twins, Youngbloodz, Yung Joc.

Movies:

Rawr. I will update this soon because I have so many i want to LIST: White Oleander, The Score, Dracula 2000, The Matrix, Minority Report, The Cell, A Bronx Tale, Scarface, Saving Private Ryan, Drop Zone, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new and old versions), But I'm A Cheerleader, Thirteen, Big Girls Don't Cry, Pumpkin, Eternal Sunshine Of A Spotless Mind, Garden State, Got The Life, Saved!, I Robot, Any Independent Films

Television:

One Tree Hill. Rescue Me.

Books:

Speak, Mahalia, The Scarlett Letter, Things Change, Go Ask Alice, The Da Vinci Code, Anything About Astology, Angels and Demons, Digital Fortress, Portrait of a Killer, Daughter Of God, The Da Vinci Legacy, A Clockwork Orange

Heroes:

.Nina Reed. .Annie "Motherfuckin" Martin. and most importantly: Jesus.

My Blog

If i were brave. (jana stanfield)

What would I do, if I knew that I could not fail? If I believed, would the wind always fill up my sail? How far would I go? What could I achieve, trusting the hero in me? If I were brave, I'd walk th...
Posted by Just Jude <3 Heartless In NJ on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 10:22:00 PST

You, And Me.

Once upon a time there was a You. and there was Me.They lived off of sunshine, chocolate, and sweet kisses with caresses..You would do anything for Me.He would teach her how to play Halo, dance with h...
Posted by Just Jude <3 Heartless In NJ on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 08:25:00 PST

Moments

Take In These Memories.The Moments When We Fell. Beneath The Stars.On The Edge Of The World.We Stood In Debris of Chaos.Under the halo of the moon, the sun burned away years ago. Dark Conquered o...
Posted by Just Jude <3 Heartless In NJ on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 11:34:00 PST

...Some Writing.

Too Much Thinking Can Ruin You, But That's The Style Chaos, Is In, Imagine Your Death, As Almost A Sentimental Feeling. Our Cigarettes Burning to the end, the ashes turned black. We Stood in the darkn...
Posted by Just Jude <3 Heartless In NJ on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 03:57:00 PST