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Erin Hamster

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About Me

I, I, I, I, I, I, I: I make music, am attempting a script, am becoming a ballerina, learning to redirect my neuroticisms into superhero powers, teaching myself to knit dog sweaters and leg warmers (let me know your size before Xmas!) and and and try to read books.

My Interests

I'm very interested in the human condition right now. What it is that has made some of the most prevalent ailments of American society anxiety and depression, and what that means for the future and what the roots of all this is. How agriculture, technology, some kind of collective consiciousness, the need for mentally organizing a world that exists outside of our means, and I guess the fact that our physical senses can't keep up with what we've created.More generally: the metaphysical (even when it scares me), religion, psychology, politics, science! in general, philosophy, U.S. foreign policy, conceptual math/ physics, playing/ listening to music, PBS, ANIMALS, the 80's, why people are the way they are, writing ideas down- putting them in a box- and never looking at them again, culture, developmental disorders, linguistics, speech pathology, writing after a long haitus, how fundementally fucked up the U.S. is from the roots, a cultural and spiritual renaissance

I'd like to meet:

Bea Arthur, Jane Goodall (oh yeah I did!), Thich Nhat Hanh, my future child, your mom, locate my cat's mother and have them meet on Oprah for the first time after 4 years, Tori for tea in a barn.

Music:

Mariee Sioux Anything by Eat The People, Sally Strobelight, Art Lessing and the Flower Vato, White Jazz, Butch vs. Femme, Travis and the Plastiks, Little Teeth, Spires that in the Sunset Rise, Agent Ribbons, the Feathers, Afterbirth, Dead Western, Opal/Mazzy Star/Hope Sandoval/Rain Parade/Kendra Smith, Sybil Baier [my new favorite], ABBA, Radiohead, Gillian Welch, PJ Harvey, Outkast, Erasure, Dolly Parton, Dead Can Dance, T-Rex, Bjork, Joy Division, Peter Schilling, Pixies, Velvet Underground(finally), Chieftains, Sonic Youth, Tori Amos, OMD, Postishead/ Beth Gibbons, Coco Rosie, Mamas & Papas, Ladytron, John Williams, Anything Box, Bauhaus, Simon & Garfunkel, Siouxsie, Cat Power, Dungen, Arcade Fire, Medeival music, Rosemary's Baby S/T, Broadcast, Sing-Sing, little boy choirs that sing in Latin, Jewish/ Mid Eastern music, Irish stuff and that leads us into Blue Grass and old timey American shit... anything with any type of strings when I think about it.

Movies:

Rain, Dancer in the Dark, Why We Fight, the Corporation, Wet Hot American Summer, Saved, Soapdish, Rosemary's Baby, Super Troopers, Citizen Ruth, Anchorman, AIRPLANE!, Bridges of Madison County, Through the Eyes of Tammy Faye, the Graduate, Bubble Boy, the Piano, Napoleon Dynamite, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Lord of the Rings series, The Devil and Daniel Johnston, Akeisha, Heathers, Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter, Spring, Erasure videos- they're the worst, Hideous Kinky, Off the Charts, Baraka, Home for the Holidays, Cement Garden, most movies from the 80's involving Goldie Hawn, Steve Martin, and the likes.

Television:

Golden Girls, on time- all the time

Books:

The Well of Loneliness, The Secret Garden, A Wrinkle in Time series, Never Ending Story, Momo, Flutes of Fire, The Last Time I Wore a Dress, The Four Agreements, Jane Goodall, Lewis Caroll, Joseph Campbell, Thich Nhat Hanh, David Sedaris, Chartre: Cathedral of the Black Madonna, Templar Revelations, The Gnostic Gospels, anything on conceptual math/ physics, anything about correlations between religion and science, religious texts, Diet for a Small Planet, shit on Linguistics, Chomsky when I have time soon. The Hobbit and then on to the Lord of the Rings.

Heroes:

Heretics, the Magdalene, Jessica, the Naked Preacher Lady, Jane Goodall, anyone who's ever given up the materialistic life, truly loved themselves or turned the other cheek, oh and sometimes I surprise myself.

My Blog

Repent 2012

Visiting PDX, home alone listening to Mariee Sioux and crying over my talk with Dan & Cindy about how we have no elders. That's the end-all point to my story now... I have a goal for my main chara...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 03:39:00 PST

Sacramento

So Sacramento is imminent.  I started out my first blog this way 2 years ago.  Except I was talking about Portland then.  I'm gonna quote myself from that blog: "I know that it doesn't...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 01:52:00 PST

[O]Elder Process

Pencil looks better. So, about all this family & personal myth-busting- isn't this the new black? Or really, it's the new adulthood initiation ceremony.  Since there's been such a thing as ps...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 02:30:00 PST

Symbols

Anyone good at analyzing symbolism?  Stupid question, I should be figuring out what it means to me... I took Sophie out on a walk today and there were workers outside the building throwing ...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:36:00 PST

Moving Stones

What's the most creative way for a rock to move around? Is this a trick question? Ask a giant. I was a giant the other day. You might go about this riddle like: "A bird could've thought a pebble was ...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 03:27:00 PST

Christian Single Are the Last Straw

Erin, Not Only are you approved for a $7500 credit line, but here's a compimentary horoscope, PLUS cash! and by the way meet local Christian singles in your area! These are some emails I get daily at ...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 02:21:00 PST

Go-go

So while I was sitting I was walking and there were go-go dancers in the windows in all the shops up and down the street and the cold just hung there in the street with the dancers and the silence of ...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 02:02:00 PST

I Was an Abused Housewife

My dream the other night (I finally had a dream... it's been a long, long time- that's  sad):   I was in captivity of this uber-nerdy guy that, in real life, was in my ASL class.  ...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 01:35:00 PST

Can a Mind Rest? or mine at least...

I looked through these boxes full of pictures the other night, coming with me from move to move: stagnant emotions- not even waiting to be looked at because that might require some active partici...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 02:32:00 PST

While I'm Here... Might As Well Not Study

   Talking to someone across from a fire and there's the rising smoke and gases that interrupt the clearness of speech- the sound waves get stunted- or is it the subject matter?&nb...
Posted by Erin Hamster on Thu, 18 May 2006 11:28:00 PST