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About Me

About me:
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There must be truth in weakness.
It's such a well developed concept.
It's all just a game,i guess.
Maybe i'll never know.

I do know though,for a fact.
That people will never see the world the same as I.
So,i guess,i will sit here before it all, and paint what i see.
Then maybe,one day,we will all understand.-cK.

Fuck the bitch, i don't need this shit, i'm gonna live life to the fullest and i have no regrets.

Stephen Crane
In the Desert

In the desert I saw a creature, naked, bestial, Who, squatting upon the ground, Held his heart in his hands, And ate of it. I said, "Is it good, friend?" "It is bitter â€“ bitter", he answered, "But I like it Because it is bitter, And because it is my heart."

NOTE TO SELF:
...Just Forget... MySpace Stuff

My Interests

People.When dealing with people, remember you are not dealing with creatures of logic, but with creatures of emotion, creatures bristling with prejudice, and motivated by pride and vanity.

Music:

â€œWhen people hear good music, it makes them homesick for something they never had, and never will have.â€From the Original Punk Bands, to todays bullshit. my taste is all over the place.

Movies:

Mostly Independent Films. Or just anything thought provoking.

Television:

Not For Me.

Books:

One day,I will own a house full of books.I think the best present I've ever received was a good book, because how else am i going to learn?

Heroes:

If i make any person in this world have a life worth living, then i want to meet that person.

My Blog

Breakdown:

I don't like waking up anymore. At all. Ever.It's a waste of energy, and time.I'm not prepared for the day, nor the night.At all. Ever.honestly, it...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 09:31:00 PST

Normal.

I keep telling myself that i'm not ready for a relationship...trust issues and such. But it's odd. because i've learned more in the past couple weeks than in that entire year...and it's okay, be...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Wed, 09 May 2007 09:20:00 PST

Nueva

one will never know the emotions of a begger. or a blind man, or a deaf person.I feel this way sometimes. Begging for attention. Blind as to what's in front of me. And unable to hear the poeple that c...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 01:44:00 PST

idunno,just comment it.

pouring out your souldlike rain bursting out of a cloud. Sweating out your emotions like tears from a child. Yelling and screaming at yourself on the inside,for the guilt of lying and avoiding and sec...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 05:25:00 PST

FEAR THE CLAY

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Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Mon, 15 May 2006 03:39:00 PST

if only..

If only I could love the way i once did. I would show you what it's like to be cared for and cherished, but i've been pushed away so many times, been lied too, cheated, and hurt over and over again.....
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:02:00 PST

something i need to give away, something i cant handle, and something i wish i had...

inhaled the fumes from the gas laiden hardwood floor. sat alone on the bed. head filled with memories of lies and hatred and death and love and hope and sorrow and greed and envy and the wra...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 01:59:00 PST

exerts from the morbid mind of Cade K....

The blood trickled down her fingertips, into a pool of misery and lies. He pounded the door, crying out to her" i love you!". She closed her eyes and tuned him out. She felt the cold grip of death cre...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 01:55:00 PST

argh,. i had NO idea how to end it, suggestions?

The was a person. A Person who hates. A person who lies. A person who feels like no one cares, and will never see the world through his eyes. A person who drops down to his knees And he prays &n...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 04:50:00 PST

...wow... cupcakes.

Tired of being afraid.Tired of being abused. Tired of the feeling I'm being used. Tired of girls. Tired of boys. Tired of me. Tired of you. Tired of the things that hold us together, yet never seem...
Posted by Calm, cadence Calm. on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 09:53:00 PST