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i am an androgyne, an idealist, a cynisist, an existentialist, an absurdist with nihilistic tendencies. if you know what any of those words mean, i'm impressed. -_-
i like "bad" people. i like people who can make me feel, and i like people who don't feel too much themselves. i like criminality and evil. i like sin, and i like debauchery. if you have a conscience then we probably won't get along. i know what is considered "right" and "wrong" by society, but i don't believe in the existence of "right" or "wrong", so i do what i what, regardless of whether it is considered by the majority to be "morally wrong".
i'm a lovesick psychopath--watch out.
i am close to about four people in the world, they are my family, if you fuck with them get ready to get whatever you put in back ten fold.
i cant wait to GET THE FUCK OUT. i am trapped under the thumb of school, rules, probation. when i am free, i will construct my own reality, one that exists in the real world, not one of pixels and code. i want to surround myself only with people who interest me and please me. i can write--i can make money from it, i simply lack motivation. so i can viably live with no boss, and no responsibilities...except the deadlines for my manuscript. that is one concession i am willing to make.
i'm gonna travel, and write. fuck the police, they're just the biggest gang in the world, not a very good one either. fuck prisons, all you learn in there is how to be a better criminal. fuck rehab, all you learn in there is how to be a better addict. fuck school, all you learn in there is to be a zombie.
i'm into body mods a lot, from piercings to tats to scarification all of which i personally have. i like looking at and or touching others body mods it might strike you as creepy but hey.
you dont want to fuck with me. i dont take kindly to people disregarding my wishes. it makes me angry. you wouldnt like me when i'm angry. i really do turn into the incredible hulk, only not huge and green just like out of control psychotic. and if you are with me for too long you might just realize that i own your soul.
i agree with lavey's philosophy, i would be a satanist if not for the hideous distortion the current heads have done to the church. this obviously means i sacrifice goats and eat babies.
i give lip service, but i always mean what i say.
i am content and happy for the most part right now. i live for the weekend. i like to have fun, at any costs. and i love the warmth of the needle....
shoot dope, kill cops, pop pills, drop acid, smoke cancer sticks, kill yourself.
i like sex, it's fun, and it's not something to get all worked up about. relationships are mainly a social construct, the purpose being easy sex and eyecandy. human beings are genetically made to fuck as many people as possible (spreading the seed), so why restrict yourself? love and sex are different things, you can have one without the other. but it IS super awesome when there's both. and you know what? i've found the most proficient individual at sex, ever, like there is no word in the english language to describe his prowess....but i wont tell you who it is....youd never guess....
i hope to never work a real job. if the popular adage of "if you like school, then you'll love work", is true, and i think it is, then that's just something i can do without.
clothing is clothing, it covers your body from the elements and is required by law. if you like to get creative with your adornments, that's fine by me.
everyone is bisexual, to some extent. it is your conditioning, as well as personal preference, that determines who you want to fuck. i could care less. i'm a firm supporter of "gay rights", it's just who you're fucking, not some sort of cult.
i am immature, i am far beyond my peers, i would have given up trying long ago if it were not for the hope of something -- better. i know it's out there, i know i will have it some day. so i force myself through the motions. i'll get there soon. it's only a matter of time.
