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Courtney [BM]

You don't need to emerge from nothing...

About Me

I'm a girl with a need for coffee and knowledge, good conversation and honesty. as carisa says, i'm the girl you see putting on lip gloss at red lights). i am always looking for friends and people to care about. i like to laugh and hear other people laugh. the simple things in life make me happy.

My world is constantly moving, and i like it. I have beautiful people in my life and I wouldn't change a thing.

I have the most beautiful niece and nephew in the world! (Ashley, 2 and 1/2 and connor 9 months)

Your Adult Film Star Name Is...
Busty de Lusty What's Your Adult Film Star Name?

My Interests

life, living, being.

I'd like to meet:



and

people who are genuine and have the ability to hold a meaningful conversation. someone to cuddle and stay warm with would be nice...all applicants welcome, but very few will be chosen for long term serious employment. i have a lot of acquaintances and a few friends, i like it that way.

NOT
**anyone who can't see their own hypocricy**
**anyone who uses their "friends"**
**anyone who judges**
**anyone who is selfish**
**anyone who belittles others for their own "gain"**

Music:

anything and everything. i have very eclectic tastes in music.

Movies:

breakfast club, stigmata, MATRIX (all), lord of the rings, star wars, finding nemo, the fox and the hound, butterfly effect...the list goes on...

Books:

angels and demons, tuesdays with morrie, conversations with god, many many more...

My Blog

it’s not faith if you use your eyes...

you're supposed to use your heart to see the things i'm seeing. right? things aren't supposed to be this difficult. one time, i came home to this amazing piece of art/writing, and roses. my heart ...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 05:08:00 PST

friday evening...

it seems like everyone says there's so much going on in my head, i'm so busy, i don't know what to do with my life...well, not everyone, but a lot of people. i've said at least one of those things pr...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 05:55:00 PST

ok then

today's not over...but it has been rough.i decided today that i was no longer going to sit idly by and let one of my friends ruin his pregnant girlfriends life with his drug habit and lies. she's bee...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 05:33:00 PST

take a bow

say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in..things have felt upside down and backwards lately. unfortunately, one of the people that i usually talk to about these things is in ireland and the ...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 08:30:00 PST

babies!

well, the babies are here...they like visitors a lot. there will be plenty more pictures coming soon!i also got my new car. '07 Honda Civic EX. she's wonderful.
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 04:49:00 PST

52 days

there's this theory that in the 52 days before your birthday you start to realize things. things like who is important in your life, what you need, what you want, and what is going to get you to thos...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 03:52:00 PST

ordinary people

i have a lot i feel like i need to get out...maybe it will all happen now...maybe later.Steven, Chloe and i are in and for the most part settled in our apartment. we need to get in touch with the lan...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 05:54:00 PST

TEARS

I'm just having a day right now.  not a good one, not a particularly bad one. just a day. i'm tired and i'm cranky, to tell you the truth i feel like i could just go sit in a hole and cry...for ...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 10:00:00 PST

So this one time...

I think i've decided to start blogging on a regular basis.  there's a lot that goes on in my life that's rather entertaining.  Like yesterday when my sister called my dad and told her that ...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 12:29:00 PST

shrimp plant

so my boss has a beautiful plant that sits right in front of me, it's called a golden shrimp plant apparently.  everyone who walks in to visit or have a meeting questions me about this plant.&nbs...
Posted by Courtney [BM] on Thu, 18 May 2006 07:25:00 PST