lauren. [killscene_killteam]

Name's Lauren.
I am a vegetarian.
I am short.
I love shows.
I hate meet and greets.
I hate arena tours.
I like tech crews more than the guys in bands.
I drink a lot of coffee.
I enjoy taking roadtrips.
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This is for the kids who are called a "faggot" for being different. Don't feel like they are accepted by anyone around them. The kids who wish at every 11:11 for something to happen and wish on every star that their 11:11 wish will come true. Who don't stop listening to a band because they get popular and don't listen to a band because it's the cool thing to do. The kids that were saving up their money for something they really wanted but spent their money buying something where the money would go to chairity instead. The kids who will do anything to make their friends smile when all they want to do is give up. Who take the time to appreciate the beauty that is left in the world. Who can find beauty in anything no matter how ugly it might seem to the rest of the world. The kids who don't take shit from people. Who get up way to early to make sure they are in the front row to see their favorite band. The kids who sing their heart out no matter where they are in the venue. Who don't give a fuck what a band looks like because they know that's not what it's about. The kids who love a band just because when they listen to them its like somebody gets them, and they suddenly aren't so alone. Who don't mind if someone they hardly know calls them at 3 a.m. because they want to talk. The kids who stand up for what's right even if they stand alone. Who smile when their favorite song comes on. But mostly this is for the kids whos parents could give a fuck about them, whose friends abandoned them or don't understand them. Who feel like they get shit on everyday by everyone around them. Who have almost lost all faith in people and the world. Who cry themselves to sleep everynight and feel like they can't escape the world they are in.
Just remember, that I love you, even if I don't know you. You are the kids who will grow up and make the world a better place. YOU are the kids who will make a difference. Keep fighting, and don't give up, ever. I don't care who told you that you can't do something, you can do whatever is in your heart to do. You have to work hard, but you can do it. Don't loose yourself in a world where that is so easy to do. Be true to who you are and don't listen to what anyone else has to say about it. Only you know who you truely are and what you are about. Fuck the people who called you a faggot, fuck the people who called you ugly, fuck the people who called you fat, fuck the people who said you would never amount to anything. What do they know? They are worthless and shouldn't bring you down, don't surround yourself with people like that and even if you are now, just wait it out until you can get away. Some of the most beautiful art is created out of tradegy, remember that. If you don't like your life, only you have the power to change it. Don't become another teenage statisic. Don't give up on us, there is still good in the world and if you look hard enough, you'll be able to see it you just have to want to. So listen to your music as loud as you want and wear the clothes you want, cut your hair anyway you want. Be an individual. Reach for the stars. Dance around and stay up late. Help somebody out if they fall. Do for someone else what you wish someone would do for you. Keep wishing at 11:11 and on every star. Just keep dreaming, cause one day your dreams will come true.