Disappointment |
Sometimes God brings about conclusion, no matter how hard I try to avoid it. I fear the disappointment and hate of others to the point that I avoid people whom I feel I am consistently failing. I do n...
Posted by Legoknight on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 06:57:00 PST |
prayer |
I pray against bitterness that threatens every wounded soul. That God might grant us all the strength to rise above our hurts and pains and continue to love when loving seems to be our source of pain....
Posted by Legoknight on Sat, 20 May 2006 08:29:00 PST |
Apology |
I want to make a formal apology.
Lately, in my feelings of diconnectedness and discovering needs, I've unintentionally projected the filling of the needs as an obligation of others. Yes, I need to be...
Posted by Legoknight on Thu, 11 May 2006 06:45:00 PST |
More on that... |
As always, I've been doing a lot of thinking about how I relate to others. It's scary for me to be in a position of need because somewhere along the way in my life, I learnt that I am not a priority t...
Posted by Legoknight on Sat, 06 May 2006 08:56:00 PST |
It's all wrong... |
It's interesting, how little I am able to communicate with others. I worry about being a burden and needing too much. Friends say that I am not a burden, but I am fragile and words mean less than they...
Posted by Legoknight on Thu, 04 May 2006 11:56:00 PST |
Who are you? |
It's the desert again. I pass through it right before the moment of maximum exposure.
It burns down and feels barren, walking next to each other.Too far for connection, too near to validate lonelines...
Posted by Legoknight on Thu, 04 May 2006 11:12:00 PST |
Moved! |
So, we've (I've) moved into our new place. Chris will be living in here from May 20th-July 8th. I'm here right now until May 20th. Both of our stuff is in here at the moment. (We like to be fair.) I h...
Posted by Legoknight on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 08:24:00 PST |
Gratitude. |
I've been feeling rather worn out the past while. I did some praying to try and find some kind of peace. I feel I've been particularly thankless and ungrateful lately. So, even though I don't feel ver...
Posted by Legoknight on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 05:53:00 PST |
Need |
So, what's an independent girl like me posting about need? Well, I'll tell you a secret.... I need. (ssshhhh....don't spread this around)
What does it mean to need? I can rationalize and practicali...
Posted by Legoknight on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Project #1 |
The paper man comes up from the ground, hunched over, as though he's stumbled and caught himself. He looks forward and slightly up, confused and pained. His face is exaggerated, very defined. Sunken e...
Posted by Legoknight on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
