See The World Through My Eyes
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The Show Must Go On
There's part of me you'll never know, the only thing I'll never show... I am Kimberly Narvaez. I entered this world on December 19th 1985, which currently makes me 22 years old. I reside in the somewhat small town of Endicott, loctaed in New York. I have dark brown eyes and black hair and stand at 5'3. Yes I am short.
I enjoy wasting my time by expressing a, til recently an unused, talent of writing poetry, which I took back up to release some inner demons, which til then had been wearing me down. I also tend to draw on occassion. I usually also tend to tune out the world with Muse, my favorite band, which if you actually truly know me, will know I have an unhealthy obsession with. But just to throw people off, I will also listen to Marion Raven, Queen, The Exies and so on. I'll also occupy my mind by watching movies, Pan's Labyrith is my favorite, the beauty and imagination of that movie, gets me. I'll also watch televison, Supernatural, Lost, Prison Break, Buffy and Angel are the normal for me.
In the aspect of personality, I am quiet, shy and unnaturally sarcastic. I do have a fun side, which is only usually assisted by a Mojito... or three, and maybe cafeene. I have gone through so much in my life, that seeing me in an other way, just isn't me anymore.
My friends and family are my life. For those who are really lucky enough to truly know me, will know that. I will take a bullet for a friend. I am loyal to them, and I enojy spending my time with them as well, though some of them are loctated in other states, which is probably due to the fact that most likely, I met them in my brief encounter in the army. My family is the very definition of disfunctional, but I love them all anyway, no matter what.
I am currently single, I need to be. I'm learning more about who I really am this way. I've been able to enjoy the freedom. Though this does not mean I am not looking, everybody needs somebody at some point, but we can't truly commit to someone else unless we commit to ourselves first, and I am taking the time to do that.
future self, for give this mess...
Contact
aol im : fixedMUSE
E-Mail :
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LIFEHOUSE - FROM WHERE YOU ARE
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IN LOVING MEMORY OF ELI NARVAEZ
January 12th 1963 - March 24th 2008
On March 24th 2008, my whole world was shattered when my father, Eli Narvaez left this world and became an angel. He was an amazing man who was not only my father, but my best friend. I miss him dearly and words can't express how deep the whole in my heart is. Each moment that passes since he's been gone, is so agonizing. It's been so hard knowing that he's gone. He was the best father anyone could ask for and I know that I am who I am today because of him. I miss you painfully, dad. It's just not the same.
THE DIFFICULT CHOICE.KIMBERLY NARVAEZ
He worked so hard all his life, endlessly day after day
Making sure his girls were set and that they were okay
Even when he found true happiness he fought to make sure
That when his family was down and out, that they would endure
Every moment was a struggle just to stay on top
One day it all became too much and his heart just stopped
And as the doctors worked relentlessly to keep him here on earth
God had other plans for him, to show him what he was worth
"My Son, you have fought so bravely through life's unforgiving trial
Now take some time to walk with me, this could take awhile..
You see, Child, I have called you here, I feel your time on earth is through
But I will need to show you first that your family will be okay without you
I know they mean so much to you and you don't want to let them go
But trust me when I tell you this, they're so strong, you know
You taught them everything you could and now it's time to let them try
To stand up on their own two feet, though it will hurt to see them cry
My Child, you must understand, that if you chose to stay
The ones you love so very dearly, will never find their way
And you, Dear One, will continue to fight and battle through the stress
Though you'll work so very hard, you will never ever be at rest
And without you really knowing, I helped you put them on their path
So they will carry on so well, soon after this aftermath
Son, I see you are crying, and I know it's a difficult choice to make
But you must, for once, think of yourself, for your own sake."
He then looked upon his family all gathered all around
Waiting for a word of news, none could make a sound
It hurt him so much to see them there hoping he'd pull through
But for the first time, he felt at peace, and knew what he must do
Then the doctors began to file in so slowly, and all the family stood
"His heart was very weak, you see, I'm sorry we did all that we could"
Tears poured down his face, as his family began to fall apart
He told himself it was for the best, he knew it in his heart
And when his family went to see him, in the room where his body lie
It pained him so much to leave them, even in death he had tears in his eyes
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Easily . MUSE
Let your inhibitions go
Make every touch electrical
When you're feeling beautiful
Will you remember me?
I want to touch you deep inside
And find the secrets that you hide
When your fears are cast aside
Will you remember me?
Easily forgotten love
Easily forgotten love
It's not so easily
I just want to let you know
My mind refuses to let you go
I wanna hypnotise you so
You will remember me
Easily forgotten love
Easily forgotten love
It's not so easily
Easily forgotten love
Easily forgotten love
Easily the best I ever had
Easily the best I ever had
