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CapnDrowned

Live, or die trying.

About Me

I have no motivation. I rarely have much to say, don't expect me to converse for long periods of time. Some people say I have talent... I trust some of these people. I feel desperate and hollow, speechless and confused, yet content, 90% of the time. Every day, I watch my self confidence build up and break down again, I start every day with a clean slate. Ruin and Renewal, are the two "R"s that govern my life. I am too weird too live, but far too rare to die. I cannot swim. The ocean's of this planet hold the most beauty, yet I will never see any of this beauty with my own two eyes. I will live, or die trying...


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My Interests

Drawing and painting, good books, video games, movies, recreational drugs, the ocean bottom, zombies, exotic animals, being with friends no matter where they take me.

I'd like to meet:

Be yourselves... I'd like to meet those of you who are honest, artistic, wheelchair-bound, creative, unpredictable, goofy, trustworthy, drug-addled, funny, Icelandic, uncomfortable, intelligent, understanding, sharing, caring people who only want to have a good time all the time. I make no room in my life for purposeless drama and squabbles or selfishness, so if that is what you bring don't expect to know me long; Many have learned this already, and many more to come.

Music:

I like a little bit of everything: rock, rap, jazz, folk, classical, techno, metal, indie, rockabilly, music from the depths of your hell, music from your heaven. Plus one or two country songs.

Movies:

Favorites include: Little Shop of Horrors, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Horton Hears a Who, Back to the Future(1,2+3) the Fifth Element, Fight Club, 300, Alien, Predator, the Fly, Howard the Duck, Anchorman, Sin City, the Toxic Avenger, American Psycho. I also love watching really shitty movies all the time.

Television:

I really don't watch it. Cartoons and sitcoms from the 90's are good. Discovery, History, and National Geographic.

Books:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Johnny the Homicidal Maniac Nor Crystal Tears Technogenesis Breakfast of Champions Haunted World War Z

Heroes:

Hunter S. Thompson Dr. Suess Jhonen Vasquez

My Blog

ATTN Assholes: My "top friends" is now randomized.

So there.
Posted by CapnDrowned on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 09:27:00 PST

This week:

I'm sick of everything, everyone, all of these places. I feel the need to dissappear into the nearest nook or cranny, escape into the void of mammals and never be heard from again. It wont fix it, but...
Posted by CapnDrowned on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 12:17:00 PST

Today

Today was better. I woke to familiar voices, and felt fairly sociable throughout the day. After waking, Remo and myself handpicked a small grouping of songs to work on and turn into finished products,...
Posted by CapnDrowned on Tue, 06 May 2008 03:19:00 PST

Today...

 Self doubt, dramatically unsocial demeanor, and uncertainty of the future ruled my day today. Only during the last few hours was I able to muster the strength to overcome these dreadful feelings...
Posted by CapnDrowned on Mon, 05 May 2008 01:19:00 PST

Facts about me...

A Full Service Survey:..tr>Who Are You?Name:Brandunn DrownedZodiac Sign:TaurusRising Sign:GeminiBirth Year:1983Birthplace:St. Peters Hospital - Albany, NYHometown:Schoharie, NYIs your Hometown a small...
Posted by CapnDrowned on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:21:00 PST

Fill this out... now.

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be...
Posted by CapnDrowned on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 11:13:00 PST