I'd like to meet:
Throughh all the stupidd fights .
Throughh all our greatt memoriess .
Lauren , you have stuckk right besideee me since dayy one .
I honestlyy have no idea what I would do without youu !
youu are myy backboneee ,
You are myy bestfriendd .
You are myy support system
Lauren , if you was myy only friendd I wouldnt careee .
Your the onlyy one who has neverrr let me downn .
And for that , I lovee youu .!!
Never take a person for granted hold every person close 2 your Heart cause U might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while U were too busy collecting stones.Im kayla .
Sixteen . Seventeen in Januaryy (= .
Im singleeee . Whateverr happens , happens .
I laugh on a daily basis and constantly smile <3 .
Love my life, even through the ups and downs.
Myy friendss are what keep me goingg, but im not sure who the real ones aree anymoree .
Im startingg to not trust anyonee anymore and I got myy reasonss .
Life is goingg by sooo fast .
I miss beingg a littlee kidd , I would gavee anythinggg to be little again .
i still have no idea who i am, and im learning to be okay with that .
I still have alot to learn about lifeeee , but its all becomingg moree clear .
Im alot stronger than peoplee make me out to be .
I wont take muchh to make me smilee , and the smallest thingg will make myy dayy .
Im not perfect , not even closee .
I have more imperfections to even begin countingg .
It takes ALOT for me to trust youu .
Once you lost that trust , dont count on getting it backk .
Lovee late nights out ;; dread earlyy morningss .
Im prettyy straight foward .
If you dont likee me , i dont careee.
You wouldnt be the first .
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.. ..cwcwdsxswx
the ones who
understandd me..
the most <333
Laurenn . your my bestfriendd , reguardless . we been friends since fourr , and that aint neverr gunna changee . your myy number onee and i know your gunna be thurr til the end, ypu have helped me through so much idkk where i would be wit out youu .. ilyy babbyy .
Gordo . we benn through alot and we walkedd out on each otherr , but thats in the past . your amazingg , no other word could describee you better . im gladd we got thiss backk. ilyy boo :)
julayyyyee , girl you crayy , but i love it (: . it sucks your not comin backk to butluhh but i hope it doesnt changee anythingg . ilyyy girlbooo
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brittany , yourlike thee best sister anyone could askk for . your always thurr for me and i could never thankk you eboughh . your one of myy bestfriendss . ilyy :)
anthonyy, your great . i lovee bein like your lil sisterr . your a great persona nd youu always make me laughh . ilyyDear, Bestfriend. First, to start this off, I have to say that I love you so, so much. You've helped me through a lot lately, and you don't know how much that means to me. I wouldn't trade you for the world. You're the most amazing person I've ever met. I'm so happy that you're in my life, I really don't know how I got through the first 15 years without you in it. You're probably the only person in my life that I can trust with anything. I tell you everything, I ask you for advice, and I feel like I can talk to you about anything and everything, and I know that you won't judge me, and I love that. I don't know why, but I'm completely comfortable around you, and I've never felt that before. You know everything about me, and I'm completely amazed by, and admire everything you do. I look up to, and adore you aswell. I never ever want to lose you, because I'd be totally lost, and wouldn't know what to do.
You're perfect,iM kAYlA .
bORN < 1.24.1992 > .
sO, tHAT WOUlD MAkE ME sIXTEEN .
jUNiOR At bUTLER . i hAtE IT .
bUT , iM dEFF . NOt REAdYY fOR GRAdUATiON tO POP UPP .
cAN't WAiT tiL' iM 18 .
♥StAtUS : < i NEEd lOVEE ! >♥ .
lAURENN iS MYY bESTFRiENd &- MyY bACkbONE
jS liViN MyY lifE dAYY bY dAYY .
WhATEVER hAPPENS , hAPPENS .
i liKE tO TRYY NEW ThiNGSS ,
MEEt NEW PEOPlE ,
ANd ENd UP WiTh THE BESt StORiES iN ThE END .
mEMORiES AND GOOd TiMES iS All i NEEd TO bE hAPPY <33
i liKE tO liVE MYY lifE ThE WAYY I WANT ,
nOT WhAt'S EXPECtEd .
i'M NOaT GUNNAA SAYY I MISS MYY PAST ;; I JS MiSS ThE OlD DAYSS WhEN WE WOULD MAkE PRANk CAllS ; PLAYY TRUTh OR dARE ; ANd NOt WORRYiNGG ABOUT tOMMROW .
MyY dAd iS PhYSCO , SO HE BROKEE MYY CEllURR .
liFE iS SOO UGlYY WiTOUT iT .
i NEEd A jOB .
yOUU WONt GEt ME , iM < C O N f U S i N G > .
&♥;
As we grow upp we learn that even the one person youu thought will never let youu down , probablyy will .
Youu will have your heart broken probablyy more than once , and it will hurt worse eveytimee .
But , youu will break hearts too so remember how it felt when your's was broken .
Youu will fight with your bestfriend , and youu will blame a new boyfriendd for a thingss an old one did .
Youu will cryy becausee time is passing byy too fast and youu will eventuallyy loose someone youu love .
So , takee too manyy pictures &- laugh too much .
And love like you've neverr been hurt .
Becausee every sixty secondss you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will neverr get backk .
<33333 .
Yeahh , so I've been to hell &- backk .
I've had myy share of experience's with liars &- fakes . The longg fights . The near death experiences's .
Life's prettyyy messed up . Life is unfair &- nobodyy is perfect .
Yuhupp , I've messed upp , alot . But I still move .
I'll be told to do somethingg but i'll do the complete opposite .
I'm not that kinda person who can go out &- get what they want , who get's everythingg in the world , who live's a great life .
But goingg throughh all the stuff , I've learnedd one thingg ..
That no matter how unfair life is , it's still your life and your the onlyy one who can change it .
Every hit i've taken , every blow i've suffered was worth it in the end becausee I felt it , it was real .
Life is real and not to be taken as a joke .
I'm livingg life wrong everydayy &- it's the wayy i'ma keep goingg .
There was one dayy when I was truelyy happy with myy life .
The dayy when I began to live my life to the fullest .
That was the dayy I was trulyy happyy .
This is myy lifee .
I'm not some backstabber or poser .
It's mine &- nobodyy else'd and I would like to see ..
Somebodyy try to break it .!
It's unfortunate peoplee take advantage of the thingss that make up most of their lives .
I livee my lifee according to others , and do my best to make sure I'm happyy .
&-If im not, you'll know .
I wear myy feelings on my sleeves .
&- see through peoplee extremleyy well .
The instant im uncomfortable around you , i'll be gone
I'm prettyy careful about who I trust .
I don't listen to anyone who gets in my wayy .
&-I will do what I think is right . Who cares what peoplee have to sayy or what they think .
I hatee when people feel a certain wayy but will hide it or wont say anythingg b/c their scard of what others will thinkk .
Thats dumb &-lifes too short .
I'm the one that believes everythingg happens for a reason &-peoplee change so you can learn to let go .
I think things go wrong so you can apprieciate them more when they're right .
You believe lies so you will eventually learn to trust nobodyy but yourself .
And sometimess , good things fall apart so better things can fall together .
And somedayy , someone will walk into your lifee &-make you realizee why it neverr workedd out with anyone else <333
