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About Me

giving peace its chance.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

her.

My Blog

when rain clouds gather

"that if love was basically a warm fire in you, you attracted all the cold people who consumed your fire with savage greed leaving you deprived and desolate." -Bessie Head deep shit. if only i would h...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 23:10:00 GMT

CHANGE!

You CHANGED!You have CHANGED!You're not the same! No matter which way i put, you're not who i used to know..The person i used to know would have never did the things you did.Who i once knew would have...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 20:04:00 GMT

16 last thoughts.

lately...i've noticed that i like the times i spend by myself.i can think about all of the things i don't get the time to think about when people are around.i also found out that the conversations i h...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 21:05:00 GMT

a letter to an old friend.

Dear Negative Energy, Au revior! I'm not sorry to say we will no longer be in contac. You haven't done anything for me. You've only brought me down, you're a damn parasite yo! Yes...I understand it ma...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 21:41:00 GMT

the past.

something i wrote a while ago....thought i should post it. The feeling of emptiness leads me to going through helplessness.My heart longs for another heart to beat with.I've begun to think relationshi...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 23:08:00 GMT

random?

"i can never be less than i am today. i can only be more" that's how i have to look @ life now. my life is about to start in front of my eyes & i'm barely prepared to grasp it. now that i have thi...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 19:23:00 GMT

self examination.

my mind is racing at a million miles per hourthoughts rushing in & out of my headi don't know where i'm goingcan barely remember where i've beenconfusion should have been the name i was givencause...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:32:00 GMT

conclusions conclusions.

i've come to the conclusion that i will never be good enough.not good enough for people.but for myself.i always want myself to be better than i was the day before.& that's not possible.i need to b...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 14:13:00 GMT

if i had a son. i'd name him Mayhem.

Because i'd want to let him know what this world is like.i want him to never for a second think this world is perfect & full of sweetness.he would need to know that it's full of some of the crazie...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 18:57:00 GMT

is it just me...

or are things moving really fast?i don't think i know up from down anymoreleft from rightor right from wrong. i feel like i need some time to find myself.get in touch with TYRELL (yes...i just referre...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 22:13:00 GMT