[Mr. X] profile picture

[Mr. X]

suffering is a state of mind..kind of like..heterosexuality. or the midwest.

About Me

1. moody
2. intelligent
3. literal
4. creative
5. sucker
.my oWn suMMer.Solar Return calculated for 2008Section 1: The Sun In The Solar Return ChartSun Aspects PlutoThe nature of a planet aspecting the Sun in the solar return chart and the aspect between them color the interpretation of both planets. Pluto aspects to the Sun (which usually last for a number of consecutive years) indicate an increased awareness of power. Awareness can come through conflicts and struggle with yourself or others, but it is the awareness that is most significant. How people get, maintain and use power for personal goals or for the control of others is more important than the struggle itself. It is the awareness which gives you a greater ability to control your own life. Power usage in confrontations and everyday situations will become more obvious, but even subtle shifts in power will be evident to you as you learn to recognize psychological motivations and manipulations. For some individuals this is a time to study psychology; however, many will notice examples of obsessive, compulsive, phobic, or manipulative behaviors in themselves or others regardless of their educational background. Unconscious needs are intensified and life becomes more complicated. Ambition and self-control are the more positive manifestations. Learning to deal with life on a deeper level is the hallmark of the Plutonian consciousness. Sun Aspects SaturnSun-Saturn aspects in the solar return chart tend to imply a sense of structure. Whether this structure becomes supportive or restrictive is up to the individual's ability to handle Saturnian issues in a positive manner. This is not meant to be a depressing time, but it does entail stark realism. Accurate perceptions of existing situations are essential to either accepting or changing future expectations. The refusal to accept responsibility for one's own life situation or to work within obvious limitations can lead to frustration, isolation, and loneliness. Limitations are not an essential characteristic of Saturnian aspects, but denote a need to be more realistic and patient. Changes are slow and involve careful planning, hard work, and discipline. Many times a major project is being worked on for most of the year. Sun Aspects VenusJust as in the natal chart, the solar return Sun is never more than 46 degrees from Venus, so it does not form any major aspects other than the conjunction. Venus conjunct the Sun indicates that personal reward or sacrifice in the form of money, self-esteem, values, or relationships is intimately tied up with the goals of the Sun. Laziness might be very detrimental, while one can reap great benefits from a personal best.

My Interests

my girlfriend.
my PS3.
my friends.
my polo shirt collection.
my money making. money money making.
my gangster skills.
& what?

I'd like to meet:

meryl streep. cyndi lauper. carson daly. donald faison. kris kristofferson. lindsey wagner. freddy prinze. ed bradley. amy brenneman.they all share my birthday.

I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

Music:

the dance hall crashers.
unwritten law.
less than jake.
blondie.
green day.
the engine room.
fleetwood mac.
the cranberries.
the get you.
patsy cline.
tori amos.
the specials.
22 jacks.
third eye blind.
the gin blossoms.
letters to cleo.
hank williams sr.
rise against.
no doubt.
the new radicals.
the red hot chili peppers.
the hippos.
sublime.
five iron frenzy.
lynyrd skynrd.
blink 182.
reel big fish.
michael jackson.
millencolin.
richard "humpty" vission.
dj micro.
all american rejects.
the ataris.
GWAR.
the offspring.
save ferris.
ednaswap.
elvis costello.
311.
eve 6.
britney spears.
operation ivy.
maroon 5.
madonna.
no use for a name.
hellogoodbye.
lagwagon.
the aquabats.
system of a down.
fiona apple.
the beatles.
the muffs.
buck.
tenacious D.
leonard cohen.
aerosmith.
dj irene.
saves the day.
new found glory.
the late bloomers.
pink floyd.
miles davis.
fenix tx.
molotov.
authority zero.
jimmy eat world.
alicia keys.
bon jovi.
garbage.
the black eyed peas.
lysa d.
u2.
dave matthews band.
supergrass.
joseph arthur.
heroes del silencio.
hepcat.
the rolling stones.
allister.
the goo goo dolls.
johnny cash.
weezer.
the pink spiders.
silversun pickups.
straylight run.
theivery corporation.
aesop rock.
catch 22.
lisa loeb.
hanson.
the carpenters.
sister sledge.

Movies:

club dread.
200 cigarettes.
big fish.
romeo & juliet.
soul plane.
dogma.
mystic river.
groove.
clueless.
tommy boy.
the basketball diaries.
the goonies.
but i'm a cheerleader.
along came polly.
the emperor's new groove.
edward scissorhands.
reality bites.
the adventures in babysitting.
a cool, dry place.
finding nemo.
the reaping.
melinda melinda.
when harry met sally.
suicide club.
high art.
the sandlot.
gia.
wayne's world.
super troopers.
idenity.
high fidelity.
walk the line.
the house of yes.
first wives club.
empire records.
stark raving mad.
300.
team america.
death becomes her.
halfbaked.
blow.
sixteen candles.
serial mom.
donnie darko.
drowning mona.
ferris bueller's day off.
ace ventura.
friday.
swing kids.
holes.
primal fear.
what's eating gilbert grape?

Television:

3rd rock from the sun.
will & grace.
seinfeld.
frasier.
that 70's show.
roseanne.
the simpsons.
everybody loves raymond.
the king of queens.
friends.
married, with children.
i love lucy.
scrubs.
south park.
weeds.
flavor of love.
entourage.
sex & the city.
the L word.
ESPN.

Books:

IT. [stephen king]
foxfire. [joyce carol oates]
roses are red. [james patterson]
interview with the vampire. [anne rice]
a time to kill. [john grisham]
wonderland. [joyce carol oates]
cat & mouse. [james patterson]
poor little rich girl. [drew barrymore]
a piece of cake. [cupcake brown]
girl walking backwards. [bett williams]
where the wild things are. [maurice sendak]
different seasons. [stephen king]
the best american erotica 1993. [various. susie bright]
violets are blue. [james patterson]
to kill a mockingbird. [harper lee]
zen sex. [philip toshio sudo]
desperation. [stephen king]
the giver [lois lowry]
the world library of poetry.
maximum ride: the angel experiment [james patterson]
maxim.

Heroes:

i admire anyone who can deal with me.& your mom.

My Blog

mr. lonely.

"i keep myself to myself."-legs sadovsky-when it comes to my emotions, a perfect stranger could say you could take it or leave it. when i'm on one, i'll tell you exactly what you can take & just w...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 11:26:00 PST

karma suits ya.

ayla managed to track down my camera. i don't know how best to begin this story, everything still sort of trips me out.it began when all of my mental defects kicked in at once & i left my camera c...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:14:00 PST

vacation had to get away. [revised]

california de phantom planet i spent my birthday in anaheim california. my lady & i..we took a trip to disneyland.we did the "park-hopper" thing. it was her first time.yeh.probably the most ...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 11:39:00 PST

a piece of cake.

i like to set the mood while you're reading. i never really explained why i change my profile song on [nearly] a daily basis..some would say rank & file, it goes right along with the ple...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:32:00 PST

i liked it.

today was really awesome in its own little cute way. i say "cute" to avoid any knee jerk reactions that might cause me to throw a brick at the nearest wall. i don't wish to be that angry person anymor...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 10:32:00 PST

"when that mood starts to swing...

...be carefulsometimes those swings are aimed at me..."i'm not exactly sure where to begin..previous blogs sort of offer a buffer zone to the fact that i got nothing. i've had nothing. mentally speaki...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 02:06:00 PST

express yourself.

twelve days until disneyland.i suppose the same goes for my next birthday.twelve days.two days until we hit six months, & that will be the twelfth of june. i see a trend, because two TIMES six IS ...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:13:00 PST

metaphoricalisms.

i am almost certain that life is merely a series of events placed sequentially so that our minds are constantly being tested, along with our emotions & spirit. you may find that the ordinary tends...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 03:38:00 PST

interlude.

...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:52:00 PST

where i am.

i find it encouraging to find myself here.where?well...somewhere just past content. if i were only content, i wouldn't feel the need to write about it. no...i'm somewhere just past that point. i love ...
Posted by [Mr. X] on Sat, 24 May 2008 10:02:00 PST