‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡

About Me

†Titim gan Ã©irÃ ort, a chuisle mo chroÃ
†U bent mijn poetsende ster die nooit vervagen zal.
+You are my shining star that will never fade.
∞
Harsh words and violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped and twisted
So many tricks and so many lies
Too many whens and too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake and choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped and twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped and twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, and hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped and twisted
∞
→
Welcome to a world where people talk about each other.
Everyone lies, everyone tries to be something they're not.
Nobody can keep a secret for their life.
Friendships that last years are broken.
Being skinny won't bring you attention.
Wearing makeup won't make you prettier.
Smoking or drinking won't bring you respect.
It's about who you are, what you do.
If you're trustworthy, and if you're loyal.
It's called life.
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My Interests

-What I Love-
♥ My Best Friends ♥
‡Writing‡
‡Friends‡
‡Four-Wheeling‡
‡Having a Good Time‡
‡Faeries‡
‡Vampires‡
‡Butterflies‡
‡Tattoos‡
‡Piercings‡
‡Reading‡
‡Listening to Music‡
‡Other's Opinions‡
‡Camping‡
‡The Wilderness‡
‡Photography‡

† Let's get dangerous.

I'd like to meet:

Hate Me. Love Me. Kiss Me. Kill Me. Hate me so much that you love me.

Music:

=Sound=
There are many more then just these.
10 Years. 100 Demons. 112. 12 Step Rebels. 12 Stones. 15 Minutes Late. 3 Doors Down. 30 Seconds to Mars. 311. 36 Crazy Fists. 40 Below Summer. 46 Short. A Change Of Pace. A Cutthroat Kiss. A Global Threat. A Heartwell Ending. A Life Once Lost. A Love like Pi. A Perfect Circle. A Perfect Murder. A Static Lullaby. Aaliyah. Abigor. Ablaze my Sorrow. Aborted. Above this Fire. ACDC. Ace Of Base. Acid Bath. Adam Sandler. Adeama. Aerosmith. AFI. Against All Athority. Aiden. Akon. Alexisonfire. Alkaline Trio. Allister. Amber Pacific. Amethystium. Amy Winehouse. Anastasia. Anathema. Angels and Airwaves. Anti-Flag. Arch Enemy. Armor For Sleep. As I lay Dying. Atari Teenage Riot. Atomship. Atreyu. Augustana. Autumn Tears. Avenge Sevenfold. Avril Lavigne. Ayumi Hamasaki. Azure Ray. Bane. Bathory. Battle Lore. Bayside. Before Today. Ben Moody. Bette Milder. Between the Buried and Me. Bile. Black Eyed Peas. Black Flag. Black Label Society. Bleach(theme songs). Bleed the Dream. Bleeding Through. Blind Guardian. Blind side. Blood For Blood. BloodStone. Boa. Bob Marley. Boink. Bone Thugs and Harmony. Born from Pain. Breaking Benjamin. Brides of Destruction. Brightwood. Bullet for My Valentine. Burning Brides. Burzum. Cake. Calling of Sirens. Career Sodiers. Chevelle. Chicago Soundtrack. Children Of Bodom. Coal Chamber. Choking Victim. Chris Brown. Ciara. CKY. Clit 45. Coheed and Cambria. Combichrist. Converge. Corpse Bride Soundtrack. Cory Hart. Cradle of Filth. Crossfade. Crucial Conflict. Cryptopsy. Current 93. Damage Plan. Damien Rice. Danny Elfman. Dark Funeral. Dark Lotus. Dark Moor. Darkest Hour. Dark Throne. Dashboard Confessional. Dead can Dance. Dear Whoever. Death Before Dishonor. Death by Stereo. Death Cab for Cutie. Deathstars. Default. Demon Hunter. DHT. D.I. Die Trying. Dimmu Borgir. Disturbed. Dope Stars Inc. Dragon Force. Dresden Dolls. Dressy Bessy. Drowning Pool. Eagles. Earshot. Eisely. Element Eighty. Eminem. Endless Struggle. Enya. Evanescence. Eve 6. Every Knee Shall Bow. Eyes Set To Kill. EZgirl. Falling Up. Fear Factory. Final Fantasy Soundtracks. FleshGrind. Flogging Molly. Flyleaf. FooFighters. Forgive Durden. From First to Last. Fuel. Gaelic Storm. Gary Jules. Gary Stadler. GBH. GlassJaw. God-des & She. Godsmack. Goo Goo Dolls. Gorilla Buiscuts. Gorillas. Gravitation Soundtrack. Gunz And Roses. Gym Class Heros. Halfiax. Hamasaki Ayumi. Har Mar Superstar. Hatebreed. Hawthorn Heights. Hikaru Utada. His Infernal Majesty (HIM). Hinder. Hit the Lights. Hoods. Hopesfall. Hot Hot Heat. Iced Earth. Ill Nino. Imogen Heap. Imperative Reaction. In Flames. Inuyasha soundtrack. Irish Decendants. Iron Maiden. Jack Off Jill. James Blunt. Jefferson Starship. Johnny Cash. Judas Priest. Kelly Clarkson. Kenny Chesney. Kiss. Kittie. Korn. Kotton Mouth Kings. Kryptonite. Lairs and the Bastards. Lamb of God. Lauryn Hill. Leaves Eyes. Led Zeppelin. Leftover Crack. Light This City. Lillix. Linkin Park. Logan Square. London after Midnight. Lordi. Lords of Acid. Lydia. Lynard Skynard. Machine Head. MadBall. Mack 10. Malice Mizer. Marilyn Manson. Mastodon Mediaeval Baebes. Metallica. Mindless Self Indulgence. Misfits. Miyavi. Monorchid. Motley Crue. Mower. Mudvayne. Murder By Death. Murdered By Memories. Murder Dolls. Mushroom Head. Nausea. Necrophagist. Negative charge. NickelBack. Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack. Nightwish. Nine Inch Nails. Nirvana. No Doubt. Nothingface. Nural. O-zone. October Fall. Ok Go. Old Man Gloom. Opivy. Orgy. Otep. Ozzy Osbourne. Papa Roach. Paramore. Pat Benatar. Paula Abdule. Paula Deanda. Pink Floyed. Plain White Tees. Plus 44. Poison the Well. Postal Service. Powerman 5000. Princess Tutu Soundtrack. Puddle of Mudd. Qntal. Queen. Rammestien. Rancid. Rascal Flatts. Ray Charles. Razed in Black. Reagan Youth. REM. Rick Springfield. Rilo Kiley. Rob Zombie. Rocky Horror Picture Show Soundtrack. Roxette. Rush. Satyricon. Savage Garden. Scarling. Seether. Shattersphere. She Wants Revenge. Sheer Terror. Sick Puppies. Skinny Puppy. Skint. Slaves on Dope. Slayer. Slipknot. Smile Empty Soul. Smile.Dk. Social Distortion. South Park Mexican [SPM]. Spare Change?. SPF 1000. Stained. Static X. Stone Sour. Stutterfly. Styx. Subhumans. Sublime. Sugarcult. Suicide Commando. Sworn Enemy. System of A Down. Tattle Tale. Tatu. Tears for Fears. Tech N9ne. Tegan and Sarah. Terror. The 69 Eyes. The Academy Is... The Adicts. The Agony Scene. The Beatles. The Birthday Massacre. The Black Dahila Murder. The Briefs. The Butterfly Effect Soundtrack. The Calling. The Casualties. The Cranberries. The Cult. The Distillers. The Doors. The Faders. The Flaming Lips. The Forces of Evil. The Fray. The Hush Sound. The L word soundtracks. The Murmurs. The Offspring. The Pillows. The Platters. The Postal Service. The Prodigy. The Ramones. The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus. The Smashing Pumpkins. The Unseen. The Virus. Thousand Foot Krutch. Three Days Grace. Thrice. Through the Eyes of The Dead. Thursday. Tokio Hotel. Tommy Lee. Tool. Total Chaos. Toxic Narcotic. Toy Box. Trivium. Type O Negative. Underoath. Unwritten Law. Utada Hikaru. Vertical Horizon. Vitruvian. With Broken Wings. Within Temptation. Wolf Mother. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. Yellowcard. Zeromancer.

Movies:

+Films+
The Boondock Saints
Blade Series
TommyKnockers
Misery
Kung Fu Hustle
Children Of the Corn
The Dark Half
Carrie
Carrie 2
Dragonfly
Ace Ventura
A League of their own
Brom Stolkers Dracula
Boat Trip
From Dusk till Dawn
Waterworld
Tales from the Crypt: Bordello of Blood
Tales from the Crypt: Demon Night
Red Dragon
Hannible
The Blues Brothers
Labyrinth
Mars Attacks
Big Fish
Ed Wood
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Batman
Batman Returns
Sleepy Hollow
Corpse Bride
Charlie and the Chacolate Factory
Edward Scissorhands
Beetlejuice
The Phantom of the Opera
The Rocky Horro Picture Show
Hellraiser
Child's play 1,2&3
Bride of Chucky
The League of Extrodinary Gentlemen
Maximum Overdrive
Creep show 1 & 2
The Crow
Hangman's Curse
Limony Snicket's A series of Unfortunate Events
Bruce Almighty
Silent Hill
Fight Club
Unleashed
Fist of Fury
Saw
Saw 2
Saw 3
Hitch
Darkness Falls
Bedazzled
Dazzle
Micheal
Face Off
Better Off Dead
Total Recall
Underworld
Underworld Revolution
Frailty
The Village
Signs
Constantine
City of Angels
Con Air
The Prophecy
Stigmata
Man on Fire
The Illusionist
Bless the Child
The 10th Kingdom
Young Frankenstein
Dracula Dead and Loving it
V for Vendetta
Aeon Flux

Television:

+Anime+
Ayashi no Ceres
Alice 19th
Blood
Paradise Kiss
Ah! My Goddess
Naruto
Ouran High School Host Club
Prince of Tennis
Princess Tutu
Deathnote
Fairies Landing
Her Majesties Dog
Paradise Kiss
Ceres
Model
Inuyasha
Fruits Basket
Gravitation
Wolf's Rain
Hellsing
Gundam Wing

Books:

~Books~
The Turning
Chinese Handcuffs
Possession
Of Mice and Men
Daughter of the Forest
Son of the Shadows
Child of the Prophecy
Maniac
Abducted
Priestess of Avalon
Farenhiet 451
Inkheart
Death Kiss
Green Rider
Crusader
Interview with a Vampire
Desperation
Children of the Night
The Scarlet Letter
The Adventures of Huck Finn
The Witch's son
Morrigan's Cross
The Dance of the Gods
Valley of Silence
Jewels of The Sun
Tears of the Moon
Heart of the Sea
Claiming of Sleeping Beauty
Dragons of Autumn Twilight
Dragons of Winter Night
Dragons of Spring Dawning
War of the Twins
Time of the Twins
Test of the Twins
Immortal

Heroes:

Rest in Peace Davey Jensen, Britney Price, Monda Cunningham, Micheal Garcia, Levi Johnson, Keara Blair, Bruce Gregson, James Owens, Jenette Stried, Katherine William

My Blog

Dig

Can you take a look at me?And tell me what you see.You see a girl.Who is no one and nothing. So why should she matter?She doesn't.Not to you.Not to her.She doesn't exsist. She lives inside of a shell....
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 01:51:00 PST

Lies

I can't believe that I wasted.My feelings.My time.My life.My everything.That I am.ON YOU. You told me everything.That I have ever wanted to hear.And after everything.I believed you.I took a chance.And...
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 12:27:00 PST

Storytelling.

If you are going to tell a story, why not tell it right?Why give everything a perfect or tragic ending?Life really doesn't work that well or goes that wrong.Does this make you a lier then?For making p...
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 01:50:00 PST

Never ends.

I am so tired of being hurt.I just want to be the one who gets.Lucky sometime. I am tired of all the tears.That I have spilled.With no one around.To every catch them.Or me. I am tired of trying.So har...
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 04:31:00 PST

Alone

By Brittany Owens If I call youWill you be home? If I reach out to youWill you be there? If I call your nameWill you answer me? I am so alone....
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 04:28:00 PST

Dictionary.

heartbreak n.Overwhelming sorrow, grief, or disappointment. See Synonyms at regret. regret v. tr. To feel sorry, disappointed, or distressed about.To remember with a feeling of l...
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 05:35:00 PST

Tell Me

Tell Me: You will miss me, so I will know you care. I can come live with you, so I feel like I belong. You will never meet anyone in your life like me, so I know I made an impact in your life. I am y...
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 04:02:00 PST

Such lies

Why Cant I stop Crying? Why am I breaking down so bad? Why cant I be like happy people? Not even she had time for me..Not this time. She told me she would always be there. But she didnt have the time....
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 10:30:00 PST

Empty Glass.

-Brittany Owens I feel so empty. No one seems to notice. I try and drink away my problems. I met a friend. My heart raced. He held my hand. I thought I was in heaven. Then I started thinking. How coul...
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 10:48:00 PST

what I want is what you cant give me

I want to be held with FEELINGI want to LOVEI want to BE lovedI want to live the life I have DREAMTI want to be a FAIRYI want to have an ANIME loveI want to be UNDERSTOODI want to be PUREI want t...
Posted by ‡ I am the one candle left to burn ‡ on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 12:19:00 PST