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Mz Ann Thropik... Expect to hear more from her soon! She is a rising ★ STAR
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Something you should know about me...♥...... I am 22 years old...and in my life...Like many others...I have experienced more then my fair share of hardships..... growing up for me wasn't like growing up for maybe you... comming from an abusive home..litterally being beat , molested, and mentally drained from the time I was 5 and up.. It tought me to be stronger as an individual.....eventually I was put in to foster homes, where, I was forgotten by my own family...I raised my 3 younger siblings being that they were the only blood I had left in my life....as a teenager I was probably one of the most angriest kids you came across.....if you squinted at me funny I didnt say a word to you.....I would just pop you in the face.....I went thru years of pitying myself and hating the world and everything that belonged to it..... I constently thought of death as a close friend......Finally I hit bottom....and realized....all this hate I have for the world and for the people in my life is going whare?... ...Finally I found a new outlet......Music........especially Metal! ...... ... I am well rounded ..im very open minded and I try my hardest to not judge people.... beacuse of what I am writing right now for the world to see.....its a part of me that is embarrasing, a part of me that I hid for years....beacuse anybody that knows me, I can garuntee would tell you they had no idea...beacuse everyday I smile! not beacuse I am hiding all my hurt...but beacuse I am soooo over it..... beacuse in my life I have loved, been loved, and am in love. I am like this beacuse I have given so much of my life to grief ...that I have decided that if I can get at least one person a day to smile and laugh with me....then I can make up for what I have lost...and this makes me happy.... I dont feel so undone... ..and this is my serenity. My memories will never shake me or twist me into the person that hate has created. So now ya know...... SMILE!!!! ♥
From the ashes I have risen! From my pain I have flourished!