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Me lene Ioulia alla pleon akouw se polla onomata opws: Julie, Giouli, Litsa, akardi soupia, karuda, akardo atsali, gluko katharmataki, gkriza neraida, agelasth neraida, nerovrasto kolokuthi, Megalh Paraskeuh, tsoulithra, trampala, parola auta omws giortazw to onoma mou stis 18 Maiou... Genithika sthn Athina stis 17 Augoustou tou 1989... oi gyro mou elegan oti hmoun hsyxo paidi mexri pou eidan pws eperna kryfa ta paixnidia twn sumathitwn mou sto pronhpio, e entaksei meta hremisa...mou aresei na menw monh kai na oneireuomai, genikos eimai poli oneiropola an kai mou exei kanei kako...zw sto kosmo mou merikes fores, alla mou aresei..mou aresei h zwi mou na einai paramuthenia, opws kai ta oneira moy, oi skepseis mou.. Zw th zwh mou me ton diko mou tropo, prospathw na apolausw tin kathe stigmi opws thelw egw.. Auto isws na kourazei tous allous guro mou.. Pisteuei o kathenas pws eimai ena melanxoliko koritsi pou den milaei poli.. Nai einai alitheia.. Kourazomai kai egw me auto.. Alla den mporw na to allaksw... Gia arketo kairo zousa mono me ton eauto mou, polloi anthrwpoi me eixan pligwsei kai fovomoun na gnwrisw kainourgious kai autos einai kai o logos pou eimai toso "hsuxh" me anthrwpous pou gnwrizw prwth fora, einai mexri na anakalupsw ton eswteriko tous kosmo... Kleinomai stis skepseis mou kai ksespaw se ena leuko xarti pou to gemizw me stixous.. Hremw kai niwthw kala etsi.. Vlepw ta lathi, anazhtw tis alitheies pou kruvontai pisw apo tin kardia mou.. Grafw giati den mporw na milisw.. mporw na milisw mono ston eauto mou, meso enos stilou kai enos leukou xartiou... KAI EIMAI KALA... H moysiki gia mena einai san ta mathimatika mousiki+zwh= agaph+psuxi.. h mousiki exei amesh sxesh me thn zwh, me voithaei na vlepw kapoies katastaseis ths psuxis pou alliws den tha eixa thn dunatothta na suneiniditopoihsw kai apo thn alli oi empreiries mou sth zwh einai mia gefyra h opoia me odhgei se mia pio vathia katanohsh ths mousikis..... Pisteyw poli sta oneira, einai ta oneira pou me kratane psila, kai pisteuw pws diskola tha pesw, akoma kai an spasei o dikos mou kathreptis.. Exw mathei polla apo thn oikogeneia moy, apo anthrwpous poy siga siga anakalipsa ton diko toys kosmo. Xerw na dialegw anthrwpous kai na toys vazw mesa sti kardia mou.. Kai panta uparxei xwros gia opoion mporei na me anextei. Agapaw diskola kai anigomai poli diskola.. kapoios kapote mou eixe pei pws eimai ena ainigma pou kaneis pote den tha to lusei.. Pisteyw sti filia, mporw na dwsw ta panta, i filia einai poli shmantiki gia olous alla an den psaxeis swsta den tha tin vreis pote.Thelw na eyxaristisw ta koritsia pou gnwrisa edw mesa.. xerw pws kai ekeines tha einai dipla mou akoma kai diadiktiaka... sas eyxaristw poli: vasiliki, vasso, sentonaki, galateia, vicky, litsa... "I will be there for you" Panta ithela na spoudasw psixologia alla den ta katafera, omws ematha apo thn zwi.. kai twra katelixa na ftiaxnw programmata sthn HTML thn PASCAL kai thn VISUAL BASIC...Meta apo 3 xronia diavasma kai kourashs,xaras kai diaskedashs teleiwsa sto TEE pou phgaina me eidikothta pliroforiki.. Kai twra douleuw stin ACS, etairia courier.. Thelw na sas xarisw ena shmeio apo to vivlio tou Paulo Coelho, pou exei megali shmasia gia emena.." Polemisths tou fwtos einai autos pou einai ikanos na katanohsei ta thaumata ths zwhs kai na palepsei mexri esxatwn giauta pou pisteuei "...I zwi moy einai san thn thalassa, eite tha exei fourtounes eite tha einai iremi kai galinia, kai panta prospathw o vithos mou na hremos gia autous pou theloun na katoikisoun mesa...Julie..