lets just say if tryed to explain my self to u ur head would explode. so ill try to put my self in a way u would under stand...im missunderstood and never will be 100% understood, no one will ever get that close, i wont let them.
i plan on possibly joining the army after a road trip with my friens, i think i would be a good solder, ive got nothing to lose or offer here.... but i know a good solder can turne off their emotions and put their home life aside and make the army their #1 priority, witch i could do verry easally.