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About Me

I'm just the girl in the corner of the room you ignore until you need someone to talk to. I'm the girl you use chew and spit out and then u ask me for a favor, cause u know ill say yes. I'm the girl who no matter how much I hurt inside, aside from the millions of thoughts running through my head I will still smile for you. I'll never be normal, Sometimes I'm in a mood, and I'll always love you. I love video games, animals, reading, writing, cooking, anime, wrestling, movies, smiling and laughing. I love my children Mark Gabriel(7)& Andrew (3) and my family, I'm the type of mother who would rather buy my sons new clothes, toys, or take them out somewhere fun instead doing for me first. I'd rather spend a night in with my family than go out drinking. I'd rather spend my money on my kids than spend it on going to the movies, drinks, or the cover at the club. Not knocking on anyone else, thats just who I am. I don't get off well to uneducated people, people who are grown and act "gangsta", bad parents, corrupted souls, or ghetto people because well honestly they usually contain all of the personality dislikes! (EXCEPT for my sister Brandy) I also get just a little pissed when people make assumptions, or think that words that spew out of thier mouths validate the subject they believe to be the facts. Can't stand people who say I'm mexican, I am AMERICAN! Parents, grandparents, great grandparents all from AMERICA!!! Jeez! I also have a bit of a seriously bad bad temper...word of advice, don't get on my bad side. I take care of my business, things are what they are. I don't react and venge in a childish way, oh no no, I do it right, and make sure the suffering lasts quite sometime. Other than that I am a sucker for a lost cause, you know people who no one else wants. I love hard. You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy .COM's MySpace Profile Editor !

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Micheal C Hall, he is such a wonderful actor!...and seriously fucking hot!! Oh Oh Oh and Robin Williams, he is my FAVORITE I WANT TO MARRY HIM!!! Waymon Boone from Headrush well he used to be in my favorite band of all time SPLENDER. CLIVE BARKER the all time most insightful soul of all souls i just respect that man so much for all of his work.

My Blog

I’ll Always Be a Dreamer

I was so happy when you smiledYour smile breaks through the clouds of greyFar from the sunny days that lie in sleepWaiting with patience for the springWhen the flowers will bloom renewed a...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 16:04:00 GMT

Beautiful Words

Thank to my Lizard King for sending me this...the shadow of you remains long after you've gone. An eternal opaque in my heart. Thank you. **Whoever reads this....know that these words are as if they ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 22:09:00 GMT

Saran Wrap

Pushing. All around me, they stare and nod their heads, as if they understand. Liars. They pretend they care, they pretend to listen. The walls are closing in, getting smaller and smaller. I can't tak...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 22:40:00 GMT

Changes

I think its time for a change. Time for me to stop trying so hard to please people and make them happy, and of course make them feel significant. Have you ever had a friend who was so wrapped up in th...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:11:00 GMT

Box of Kix & a Can of Dr.Pepper

He left me, he actually seriously no shit fucking left me. (not the hubby assholes) I just felt so I dunno, ignored, which led to the red light and the danger sign flashing, which led to me pushing be...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:09:00 GMT

I APOLOGIZE

FIRST OF ALL I APOLOGIZE FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS, IT SEEMS THE UNIVERSE IS OUT TO GET ME AND LOTS OF NOT SO GOOD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING BOTH TO AND AROUND ME BUT THEN AGAIN THATS PRETT...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 15:51:00 GMT

PEOPLE

people are retarded why do they enjoy pissing me off? why do they molest that little thing inside of me that makes me fucking tick? they know not what they do, can they be held accountable for thier a...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 20:58:00 GMT

SERIOUSLY HELP ME

OKAY WELL WE ALL KNOW MY PLAN OF ACTION TO QUIT RIGHT?? WELL I WAS DOING SO SO SO WELL. YESTERDAY MORNING SOME ASSHOLE CAME ON MY PORCH AND STOLE SOME THINGS TWO OF WHICH WERE CIGS AND MY HUBBIES LAST...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:23:00 GMT

ITS GONNA BE A LONG ROAD, HOLD MY HAND

I've been smoking since I was 18, and I now I am starting the long journey of quitting. I was never much of a drinker or smoker or anything of the sort. When I was 18 something very dramatic happ...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:49:00 GMT

A Survey of How Fucked Up in the Head I Am

Disorder | RatingParanoid: HighSchizoid: LowSchizotypal: ModerateAntisocial: LowBorderline: ModerateHistrionic: HighNarcissistic: ModerateAvoidant: HighDependent: ModerateObsessive-Compulsive: Moderat...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 06:01:00 GMT