I’ll Always Be a Dreamer |
I was so happy when you smiledYour smile breaks through the clouds of greyFar from the sunny days that lie in sleepWaiting with patience for the springWhen the flowers will bloom renewed a... Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 16:04:00 GMT |
Beautiful Words |
Thank to my Lizard King for sending me this...the shadow of you remains long after you've gone. An eternal opaque in my heart. Thank you.
**Whoever reads this....know that these words are as if they ... Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 22:09:00 GMT |
Saran Wrap |
Pushing. All around me, they stare and nod their heads, as if they understand. Liars. They pretend they care, they pretend to listen. The walls are closing in, getting smaller and smaller. I can't tak... Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 22:40:00 GMT |
Changes |
I think its time for a change. Time for me to stop trying so hard to please people and make them happy, and of course make them feel significant. Have you ever had a friend who was so wrapped up in th... Posted by on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:11:00 GMT |
Box of Kix & a Can of Dr.Pepper |
He left me, he actually seriously no shit fucking left me. (not the hubby assholes) I just felt so I dunno, ignored, which led to the red light and the danger sign flashing, which led to me pushing be... Posted by on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:09:00 GMT |
I APOLOGIZE |
FIRST OF ALL I APOLOGIZE FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS, IT SEEMS THE UNIVERSE IS OUT TO GET ME AND LOTS OF NOT SO GOOD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING BOTH TO AND AROUND ME BUT THEN AGAIN THATS PRETT... Posted by on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 15:51:00 GMT |
PEOPLE |
people are retarded why do they enjoy pissing me off? why do they molest that little thing inside of me that makes me fucking tick? they know not what they do, can they be held accountable for thier a... Posted by on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 20:58:00 GMT |
SERIOUSLY HELP ME |
OKAY WELL WE ALL KNOW MY PLAN OF ACTION TO QUIT RIGHT?? WELL I WAS DOING SO SO SO WELL. YESTERDAY MORNING SOME ASSHOLE CAME ON MY PORCH AND STOLE SOME THINGS TWO OF WHICH WERE CIGS AND MY HUBBIES LAST... Posted by on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:23:00 GMT |
ITS GONNA BE A LONG ROAD, HOLD MY HAND |
I've been smoking since I was 18, and I now I am starting the long journey of quitting. I was never much of a drinker or smoker or anything of the sort. When I was 18 something very dramatic happ... Posted by on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:49:00 GMT |
A Survey of How Fucked Up in the Head I Am |
Disorder | RatingParanoid: HighSchizoid: LowSchizotypal: ModerateAntisocial: LowBorderline: ModerateHistrionic: HighNarcissistic: ModerateAvoidant: HighDependent: ModerateObsessive-Compulsive: Moderat... Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 06:01:00 GMT |