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Rainbow BridgeJust this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....Author unknown...The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.~Mother Teresa"I am constantly astonished by the people, otherwise intelligent, who think that anything so complex and delicate as a marriage can be left to take care of itself. One sees them fussing about all sorts of lesser concerns, apparently unaware that side by side with them--often in the same bed--a human creature is perishing from lack of affection, of emotional malnutrition." ~ Robertson DaviesMySpace Comments
> > After 34 years of accounting I threw in the towel to the corporate world. I traveled the United States, saw everything I'd ever want to see (and more)! Traveled with great people that became my "road" family. They were long days and nights that took a physical toll on me. However, I'm grateful for all the experiences. It was time to move on and enjoy the rest of my life. I'm a sales rep for a Plant Nursery. I have 5 garden centers on my route. I love what I do and don't regret one minute of my working past. When I'm not working I take care of 3 dogs, a Bloodhound named Dallas, a YorkiePom named Tinker, and a Yorkiepoo named Casey. Two cats; Guess and Mandy, And finally Sparky my parakeet. When I'm not working or at home someone can always find me at my folks house helping them out wherever I can. They're 80 years young have 2 other children that would rather not "be bothered" with their parents aging issues. Me, I love them no matter what and am honored I'm alive and able to help them through these difficult but wonderful years. I have 2 children and nine absolutely wonderous grandchildren. I'm an activist for peace and an earth-centered spiritualist. I believe everything in this universe is connected in some way. I believe in Magic and that there is an afterlife. I'm a type A personality and I have a kind and sincere heart. However my biggest flaw is that my heart, soul and mind does not forgive easily and never forgets. My heart has been broken but is healing now. I thought my life was shattered but is was only a fraction of what my life really consists of. This too shall pass and I will become stronger and more confident that the love of my life will come to me someday either in this life or the next. And even though I will proceed with caution this one will be faithful and true to me as I have always been faithful and true.Comment Buddy
I've always tried to live my life with passion, love (lots of it!) honesty, loyalty and clarity. All but the clarity have been easier to live by. Love...I've gotten my love by giving to others so I guess I've had lots love. Passion...I'm very passionate about my beliefs. I'm honest and loyal to a fault but I'd rather have it that way than any other. I can hold my head up high and be proud of myself as a human being. Clarity depends on where we are at a particular time in our life. 15 years ago I was clear on where I wanted to be...now, I'm not so sure. The candle has burned down more than half-way, I thought I knew what my life was going to be like at this point in time but I was so wrong. I guess all of us experience bad things at one time or another. Death, illness are some of the things that wear our hearts down. But betrayal, dishonesty, lying and cheating are things I do not handle well. I try to look to the brighter side of life but it's so hard sometimes that I find myself in the pits of self-pity. A bad place to be. I look forward to my friends here on myspace and cherish all of them for their kindness and friendship. YOU ARE SPECIAL!!! I love gazing balls, wind chimes and water fountains. I burn incense and meditate daily and yes I believe in Faeries, Angels, and that anything is possible. I believe we manifest our lives with our very thoughts. Too bad I didn't understand this years ago. But I do now and it has changed my life moving forward. I'm content and working diligently everyday to improve myself so that one day I may help others who have traveled similar lonely and love starved roads. How my life is this day, is not how it will be tomorrow or any of the days that follow. I have put the "one" behind me now. I look past all that was and could have been and the "one" is non-existent even when in the same room. The tears that streamed are no more. The heart that broke is bandaged. I've moved on from pain and now I'm entering a new era of me, myself and I. Hopefully, I can go from this EGO state to a state of mind beyond hope and dreams, beyond wants and needs. To a state of total oneness with the universe.But until I get to that state...I look forward to the day that "Love and Passion" enter back into my life. I look forward to leading the life I dreamed of as a little girl of my knight in shining!