jed michelle

people misinterpret on what they saw at my pics here. well i just like to express what i want to express but it doesn't mean im an easy lady. well guys for your infos im not like that. im a serious kind of person, hopeless romantic girl who believes in fate and that one day i will find the right person for me in the right time. if i ever i did it with a guy its not for fun, of course i like the guy and its intimacy not just sex its different. i do believe in love at first sight. i do have a strong personality that is why guys are very intimidated on me, thought im a snobbish person but im not... u could see my naugthy pics but im not naugthy, just a brat only... .. i just wish i will find the right person for me that will love me truly and will love me for who i am and will love my life . well ppol are making their own destiny.... i guess that is life hardships first before u will commit the happiness. well i had been through lots of worst experiences but right now im still here fighting for everything. sometimes ppol see the strong side of me but when im alone im so weak, im not happy. happiness is so hard to commit.... ppol see me smiling always but its not true. i know im not being true to myself coz im trying to be happy but i can't its so hard. i just wish God will give me the right person that i've been waiting for to come and fiil in my emptiness and loneliness... im not searching or finding im just tired of waiting...... guess that's all about me.... open to friends only...ciao! peace out!!!%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A...... ..