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we r fire. we use 2 like 2 hide in the shadows; now we r just trying 2 find our freakin way out of them. we've come 2 the conclusion that we have no idea who we r & we think we r ok with that.lol we babble on about all sorts of crap; if any of it is relevant.......well, we guess it depends on who's reading it. : ) & the smoke appears 2 b clearing. WE CAN'T SOLVE PROBLEMS BY USING THE SAME KIND OF THINKING WE USED WHEN WE CREATED THEM.......ALBERT EINSTEINIn each life, there r moments that leave an imprint in the mind & heart & spirit, moments that transcend lesser times & enable a person 2 stretch beyond the known, into a new realm of discovery. In such moments, I feel my feelings; I hear my own inner dialogue; I feel my footsteps & know them 2 b my own. I trust my senses 2 guide me in the right direction. I form words that build bridges 2 deeper regions of my own being & strengthen my relatedness 2 others. What I say & what I do & what I feel really matter.In place of the habitual dead happenings, in place of the routine patterns & habits, in place of systems of definition & function bounded by proper time & proper place & proper role, a real person emerges who is suddenly present in the world, ready 2 collaborate with life, ready 2 use personal resources 4 self-growth & 4 fundamental ties 2 nature & the universe. As an individual I no longer get in the way of myself; I know what I want; I am aware.- CLARK MOUSTAKASNow is the time 4 us 2 begin building a single whole of humanity. Now is the time 2 develop our non-rational abilities into a “subjective technology”, which will begin the wedding of science & religion, reason & intuition, the physical & the spiritual. This union of head & heart, insight & instinct, will ensure that as science comes 2 comprehend the nonmaterial aspect of reality as well as it knows the material - our knowledge will become wisdom, our love of power will become the power of love, & the universal man of cosmic consciousness can then emerge.- EDGAR MITCHELL

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outloud

recurring images.......resist them trying 2 enter our mindshhh, dont talk about itdont want 2 take a trip back in timewhat was it like a dark womb?were u waiting 2 b reborn or4 the tomb 2 close in o...
Posted by on Sat, 16 May 2009 15:45:00 GMT

s.a.m.

within the bottomless greyweaving in & out aimlesslyfree, but the walls still bleedthe wind still makes its way thru the leaves4 a fraction of a second.......a silent voicethere is always a choice2 bl...
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 19:34:00 GMT

open casket

It was an open casket at my fathers Wake.......I was afraid 2 c him this way because of the funerals I had been 2 in the past. The deceased looked like dolls with a bad makeup job. This is no disresp...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 05:14:00 GMT

trying not 2 remember while trying not 2 forget

I think I may b one of those people that repress things until they r ready 2 cop.; maybe Im only letting things in a bit at a time 2 b sure I dont shut down completely. Maybe everyone is like this.....
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 05:08:00 GMT

tornado 2

2009-04-29  When I wrote what I did the morning of the 24th I was not expecting my father 2 pass that afternoon. I kept looking at him after he passed because I wanted 2 b sure I would always have a c...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 23:01:00 GMT

tornado 1

2009-04-24 4 the past year or probably longer I have been going thru some significant changes. Ive been fighting 2 adjust & overtime it has been getting easier.......but Im 4 sure still a bit of a m...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 22:48:00 GMT

bear

4 the first time in monthswe looked up from our slumber 2 croaming across the powder bluewhile reflecting off the passing roofsthe sun shining so high in the skyit reached thru the dry barren trees 2 ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 10:41:00 GMT

lids painted mauve

an opening 2 another time & placestomach somersaults &fear churns as we stare at her faceweve seen this beforebut in reversewhy r we seeing it againno stars, no horizonthey were lines drawn by our ow...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 10:20:00 GMT

carcharondon carcharias

beautiful & fearless sharkthat can invoke such fearwhy sometimes is what u truly r not clear.. ..looking closer 2 c past ur eyes.. ..c u bending lightc u bending timec u strengthen sight.. ..visions, ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 04:49:00 GMT

tell?

watch our castles crumble into the seaif were not focused on ufeel our heart sink in mestomach flips, twists & burnsif our thoughts of u turncant exist without ulike I wasnt living beforeuntil that...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 11:05:00 GMT