About Me

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"Is it worth it can you even hear me

Standing with your spotlight on me

Not enough to feed the hungry

I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now

In this sea of lonely

The taste of ink is getting old

It's four o' clock in the fucking morning

Each day gets more and more like the last day

Still I can see it coming

While I'm standing in the river drowning

This could be my chance to break out

This could be my chance to say goodbye

At last it's finally over

Couldn't take this town much longer

Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be

Now I'm ready to be free"

"Taste of Ink"- The Used "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

"When girls fall down, always pick them up." ~ Chin Strap 1973-2003

"Greetings Citizens. We are living in the age in which the persuit of all values other than money success, fame, glamour has either been discredited or destroyed. Money, sucess, fame, glamour. For we are living in the age of "the thing". MONEY,SUCESS,FAME,GLAMOUR,MONEY..."- Party Monster

My Interests

Life, love and the pursuit of happiness!!
Magic's in the make-up...maybe that's why I love it so!
Sun rises and moonfilled nights Laughing uncontrolabllyMaking memories Dreaming about my future Lipsyncing ALL the words to my favorite songs Soft kisses Making out like its the last time we'll ever be together Hugging 'til it feels like 2 become one Starbucks ThE CaRdBoArD BoX CrEw Getting tattoos at midnight Shopping Staging my own photoshoots Concerts

Sending random pix messages Inside jokes between me and my Broder Talking about life's ups and downs with Daniel Laughing at the world's randomness with Marina Running errands with Ana Ridin dirrty with my bitches!!! Driving around and looking at houses...I really do love it!

Music:

Sublime, No Doubt, The Used, A.F.I, Dashboard Confessional, The Julianna Theory, Boxcar Racer, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Nirvana, Smashing Pumpkins, Thursday, Story of the Year, Yellowcard, Brand New, The Starting Line, Taking Back Sunday, THE CURE, Depech Mode, Morrisey, The Smiths, The All-American Rejects, Pearl Jam, ELVIS, Silverchair, Underoath, Black Flag, The Ataris, Rufio, Finch, Matchbook Romance, Something Corporate, Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies, Bright Eyes, My Eyes Fail, Straylight Run,The Early November, From First to Last, The Killers, Rocket Summer, Hawthorne Heights, The Faint, The Sleeping, Panic! At the Disco, Armor for Sleep, Fall Out Boy, The Academy Is..., Silverstein, Action Action, Seconds to Mars, Senses Fail, and much much more....

Movies:

Grease, Ferris Bullar's Day Off, Goodfellas, Passion of the Christ, SAVED, Willy Wonka, Better Off Dead, Say Anything, Party Monster, Spun, Drop Dead Fred, RENT, The Notebook, Broke Back Mountain, When Harry Met Sally...

Television:

The L Word, Sex and the City

Books:

The Catcher in the Rye

Heroes:

Jesus Christ and my mother, Catherine!

My Blog

RAINBOW PRIDE!

My 250 words or less submission on my PRIDE moment for the PRIDE issue of In Los Angeles Magazine...I can't narrow it down to a singular moment. I feel proud to be a part of the LGBT community with ev...
Posted by ♥ Nicotine & Caffeine ♥ on Sat, 10 May 2008 07:28:00 PST

All Time Low

Can you hear my feet pounding against the wet pavement? Each foot landing with a cold quick thud. Lungs gasping for the air that they're not receiving. Can you feel them as if they were your lungs? Pr...
Posted by ♥ Nicotine & Caffeine ♥ on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 01:04:00 PST

Death to the HO and how we got there...

I once posted that if a friend sees another friend being wronged that friend should stand up for their friend because if your best friend won't stand up for you who will...?Well here's a taste of my t...
Posted by ♥ Nicotine & Caffeine ♥ on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 06:07:00 PST

Waves, thoughts, and cigerettes

I'm so bored... Just alone with my thoughts for the moment... And oh I have so many.... They drowned me... Each new thought is like a wave that comes down on top of me....it pushes & holds me unde...
Posted by ♥ Nicotine & Caffeine ♥ on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 02:38:00 PST