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Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around again and again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried once more. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex-girlfriend, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who tried to get him to forget about her, but never succeeding. Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt, because they were the one's who told you it was a bad decision in the first place. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, and their beds again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never cared about them. Here's for the times that he broke your heart. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him and hate him. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.
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