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helga << [ACM]

About Me

I got my layout from MakeMS.com .Phwoar Teeny Emos

hi.
i am amie.
i like art.arthistory.europeanhistory.
and reading. (it makes you smarter)
i write. anything .
i don’t like halloween…or scary movies.
but, i’ll watch silent hill with kyle because it is his favorite.
i’m horrible at spelling, but excellent at grammar.
i love campfires.
you should all watch Dead Poet’s Society.
lovelovelove photography .
i like coffee.hippies.poetry.
i’m vegetarian. shut up about, ok?
i looooooooooove the beach .
the smell of boys. not cologne. boys.
i don’t do drugs, but you can if you like.
kyle comes first. he’s amazing.

if i asked you to marry me, would you say yes?

My Interests

i like a lot of things...
writing
running
swimming in the ocean
swimming in a pool
laying outside and being able to feel the sun on my skin
food
[some] boys
writingwritingwriting
new york city
drawing "abstract" art
playing music
listening to music

I'd like to meet:



the one who i will spend forever with
johnny depp
that boy i see everywhere
myself

Music:


music=love

Movies:

moviessss finding neverland, lord of the rings, the butterfly effect, pirates of the caribbean, newsies, reign of fire, batman, dead poet's society...peter pan...nightmare before christmas...wit...

Television:

televisssion house, lost, everwood, O.C., degrassi, what not to wear (the british version)...bones, csi, ghost whisperer, criminal minds

Books:

bookssss right now: undecided. i'll choose one soon

Heroes:

HEROESSSSS.

sara : she's the only person in my family who really gets me. and i get her. well, as much as anyone could get us. she's crazy and funny and amazing. and she makes me do crazy things. i love her.

the boys. i'd do anything for kyle...his needs are first. because he was a friend...without the benefits...when i needed a friend most. bobby always makes me smile. and he always seems so excited to see me. whenever i just need an amazing hug and someone who cares, he's there. skyler is like an older brother. i love that he freaks out if i try to help him clean up the apartment. :) every guy should be as good as him. scott has always been there. he makes me feel like someone will always care. if i needed him, he'd be there for me. no matter what.

My Blog

loverly words to paint you an ugly picture.

for creative writing we had to write a warped opinion poem...these kinda go together...kinda.so. yeah. readthempleasea world wide web of destructionwww.shopyourheartout.com[literal prices available]dr...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:40:00 PST

read me like a bad book

Driving on the wrong side Of an over-crowded road Rush hour subsides And you have nowhere left to go   You're too far from home Too close to destruction A never-ending battle You weren't supposed...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 09:14:00 PST

you said so.

i don't think it's done yet...but this is what i have so far...   Everything is supposed to be ok Because that's how it always is, right? The girl doesn't get pregnant, And you never lose the fig...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 07:18:00 PST

handing you the knife...now it's your turn

a fairytale ending   It's not like it should be She falls for him and he falls back Fairytales are silly things Made of a dream instead of a fact   She'll try and try...and try again He'll f...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 10:39:00 PST

this one [success at last]

today, i just need to vent...i hope you don't mind. so, tomorrow = a whole new day to be screwed up by me.  i guess that's how it always is though. i mean, i don't want to talk about all the prob...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:27:00 PST

ending before it begins

Fade into the walls Pretend I dont exist Scream my name into the halls No answer will come back   See only what you want to My mask is a good one Hiding it all from you Saving the worst for last ...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 08:12:00 PST

one more try to make it never work

maybe everything isn't worth it...maybe. because this is all just too hard. i.can't.handle.it. i had a wonderful job, but then it walked away in the middle of the night. i don't know if you've ever h...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 09:45:00 PST

my gun is broken and my knife is dull

so...basically life is complicated. although, that really isn't a secret any more.on one hand i have joe...who i can't start anything with because he is leaving in a month. i don't think i really wa...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Wed, 17 May 2006 08:55:00 PST

would you run if i said i would hide?

THE NIGHTMAREI had a dream last nightThere were mountains made of forgotten memoriesAnd rivers running with mudThe sky was dark as charcoal, glaring down at meAnd my birthday cake tasted like bloodAll...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Mon, 01 May 2006 08:47:00 PST

wrap your lies around my heart and never let go

so basically, prom was AMAZING! it was fun, and exciting, and yep.i tried to have an open mind about it all...see if he was right, or if he really isn't worth it...but nothing has changedi still want...
Posted by helga << [ACM] on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:01:00 PST