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monster

just forget it..

About Me

what i miss: home. family. mai. friends! my room. my things. basketball. driving. spending goofy and great times with mai. bullying ilyas. mums cooking. cooking. baking cakes and cookies. jai??ahahaha. pick up truck guys. hot + cute guys around tmn trinora and around kuching (have to accept the fact that there are alot of them there). onlining 24/7 [waahh!]. cats! loads more!! =) cant wait to be home!!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

when someone become everyone kakkoi senpai!! miss looking at him... *droolss* (^x^)

Books:

something which is not what everyone read....

My Blog

help me understand this.. gue ingin memahaminya.

"you love her not because she's beautiful, she's beautiful because you love her." - m. dwi andhika in me vs highe heels. is it true?? is there any guy would actually agree with this?? would he agree??...
Posted by monster on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 12:27:00 PST

what is it about you??

what is it about you that makes me fall for you?i dont even know why.maybe the fact that you're nice?? or the fact that you're just being you?? i'm confuse.. i think you know but who cares.. if can i ...
Posted by monster on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 06:09:00 PST

the sadness in me..

wish you were mine.. wish i was yours..the reason why i'm afraid is that i dont want to lose my freindship with you and i dont want to lose a friend.help me. i cant leave without you. i do but i'll be...
Posted by monster on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 06:19:00 PST

none..

as she walk on by she saw nothing but the sky try to figure out why she just cant do anything but sigh.. she walk and walk and keep on walking untill the light are out in the sky the street w...
Posted by monster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life?

sitting on the table all alone (nothing to listen,nothing to talk) books are piling up around me so stressed out what does life means anyway? study work play? fuck i hate this! pressure from s...
Posted by monster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a cry for help

this scars around my wrist is there since the first day you left. these eyes are never dry everyday when you pass my mind. this body is helpless to work since the time i think of you. this mind ...
Posted by monster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

pain

what is there for me to lead a life when there is no fun for me to enjoy. people come and people go. none of them stayed long. i have friends that can bring me to smile ..a smile that i fake every sin...
Posted by monster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just wondering

sumthing just hit me its a rock then sumthing pops up a red flower blooming on my head wonder what it means? need an answer but not just yet i'm not in a hurry i'm just wondering wonder all my life ...
Posted by monster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sadness lingers

want to be alone no song can fill my heart bored to death with nothing in hand fell down the stairs while no ones watching dancing around in the air piano been played guitar been strumed drum...
Posted by monster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

whatever..

bored!!:sad: i..i..i..i... hate that guy..some of you may know him and some of you dont....i love to eat candy...i miss school... i miss my friends [i skip school today!]..i think i'm done..! help!!...
Posted by monster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST