So many faces, so many eyes, so many lies, many hopes to survive... Not life, survive the pain! Don't search somebody to blame, do your thing, go your way, don't fake, find yourself, your own happines... You don't have to be heartless 2 live this life without sences for pain! Use your brain!Looking back... blossom covered the rain. I will pray for mine, oh yes, i'll still be praying! I wonder, where does my heart's blossom live? I can't find it... and neather can lie. Not tuched by anyone, eaten by pain. I wonder, I wonder... so many things. But this things are real men of weight. You can slip underneath easily... hmmmm better quickly slip into your dreams... good night!I have to come back to the real world. I'm not supposed to stay back forever. I love it, but it's keeping me behind and literally I do never wanna go! But it's ruin me! It's ruin me so bad that sometimes I feel like I'm dead. Not killed, but emotionaly down, spited and trampled trash left behing! Sometimes I think I'm addicted and that I need help, and I know that that wise woice got right, but my brains, my mind is making me act like I don't care. Maybe I overact or I just don't dare to eaccept the fact!Once I was starin' out the window and I saw i girl cryin' all alone. She was screaming for help, but nobody heard. What's wrong with this world?! Is there anyone prepared to help? Have they ever felt her way? The world is movin' fast and she would like to be last, she would like it to pass. And it's hard for me to admit that all I hve saw, was just a reflex.