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"It amazes me that something as small as a little ring in my lip could open my eyes as wide as it did. I see myself as a totally different person now. I have since gotten an additional lip piercing, my nose pierced, and 2 anti- brows, along with a few other body modifications and love them all! These are the things that make me feel extremely attractive. I would have never thought that by simply altering my body that it would finally become my own and not a thing that I loathe. This is my definition of beauty and way to inner peace. I wasted so much of my life hating the way I looked and now I treat my body like the amazing work of art that it is.I really hope that at least one person will read this and realize that you are the one that has to decide how you are going to feel in life and do the necessary things to make yourself happy." --an exerpt from "I Had to Put a Hole in My Face Before I Liked It" from Emily on BME
"Initializing vapor-transmission sequence. Engaging vapor... engaging vapor.... Three... two... one.... Welcome to the Odyssey." Your watch reads 1:07, a.m. or p.m., who knows? And you've just escaped through a black hole to the Andrio System with gender-swapping Dramatica. You had to get away from the Bomb-Bomb Boys and the Jockstrap Girls somehow. But now you're feeling paranoid, searching through the flashing lights for hapless Gerrold (you thought he could find his own way home) and sainted Eva, the one person who can show you wrong from right. All you want is a little clarity and compassion in this ambiguous world, but some suckerface is trying to drain your time and energy, and your former lover dreams in digital and likes it. What you need is a superpill to make you feel better. Yeah, a superpill to make everything all right. But don't let the radio see you swallow it. Then the Opticon will know your plans...
"Sex, blood, and rock 'n roll."
"You'll never see me make the same mistake twice. You'll never see a tear coming out of these eyes. You'll never see me beg for another shot. And you'll never see me change into something I'm not. You'll never see me quit, see me disengage. You'll never see me spit in your face out of rage. Famous Last Words..."
"Thank you for calling 1-800-SUICIDE. If you wish to self-terminate by electric shock, press 1. For termination by overdose, press 2. If you'd like to make a reservation to visit our drowning pool, please press 3. For termination by hanging, please press 4. For death by self-inflicted gunshot, press 5. To speak to a representative, stay on the line. If you do not wish to die, please hang up now."
"The American flag stands for corporate scandal, recession, stock market declines, blackmail, burning with hot irons, mutilation with electric drills, cutting out tongues, terror, mass murder, and rape."
"I'll be your lover. I'll be forever. I'll be tomorrow. I am anything when I'm high. All dried up and tied up forever. All fucked up and dead to the world."
"Razors pain you, Rivers are damp. Acid stains you, Drugs cause cramps. Guns aren't lawful, Nooses give. Gas smells awful, You might as well live."
"A pill to make you numb. A pill to make you dumb. A pill to make you anybody else. All the drugs in this world won't save her from herself."
"Trans Global Spectacle with post-mortem fame. Popsicle Cannibal, can you hear me? Rainbow Dementia Smiles, everyone smiles. The small realities, a Pixie Playland. Can you find yourself in bright lights flashing? Cover my eyes, I'm feeling sick. I'm getting paranoid..."
"Oh, my beautiful Liar...Oh, my precious Whore...My disease, my infection...I am so impure..."
"Save your faith for the faithless, we need it most. Need something to believe in but nothing comes close. Hindsight won't let me sleep at night. Amputate this foolish pride. Mind's eye pickled in cyanide and I can laugh at myself."
"They crush your heart but spare your feet, like judging people you've yet to meet. Well, time is running fast upon your reflection."
"Feel no remorse, no sense of shame. Time's gonna wash away your pain. I made a god out of blood, not superiority. I killed the King of Deceit. Wake me up in Anarchy..."
"The message, misleading...We're lying, we're cheating...We're only repeating the motions preceding..."
"With this hand, I will lift your sorrows. Your cup will never empty, for I will be your wine. With this candle, I will light your way in darkness. With this ring, I ask you to be mine..."
"Walking, waiting, alone without a care. Hoping, hating, things that I can't bare. Did you think it's cool to walk right up, to take my life and FUCK IT UP! Well, did you? I see hell in your eyes, taken in by surprise. Touching you makes me feel alive. Touching you makes me die inside...I've slept so long without you..."
"He said, 'Can you hear me, are you sleeping?' She said, 'Will you rape me now?' He said, 'Leave the politics to mad men.' She said, 'I believe your lies.' He said, 'There's a paradise beneath me.' She said, 'Am I suppose to bleed?' He said, 'You better pray to Jesus.' She said, 'I don't believe in God.'"
Remember Me, Special Dreams
"Dedicated to My Enemy"
You live, you learn.
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1, 2, 3, 4, Underneath the cellar floor...5, 6, 7, 8, Lover will suffocate.
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If it stayed/I'd never leave it/If that turned around/I'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about... Orgy is amazing, and you should all worship them as I do...They're all so damned perty!
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How does it feel to treat me like you do?
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I'll be there for you as long as it works for me.
What's wrong with this picture?
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"Mann Gegen Mann"...Totally my song, lmao.