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So who am I? Seems to be one of my life's oldest questions. How do I define myself? Some people say you are defined by the people you surround yourself by... In which case I have the best friends in the world... And I'd like to think I possess some of their traits....
~Nikki "Belle" Stephens~
A true lover of all things God has created. From the cute and the cuddly to the ugly and the smelly She would lay down her life to help someone or something out. She's a dreamer and still has a childlike soul you just have to commend her for.
~Tonia McGriff~
Craziest, loudest person I know. She knows how to make doing absolutely ANYTHING fun.. She's always there for you though and you know you can count on her for anything...
~Reesie~
Sarcastic a lot of the time I'm around her... But in a funny way... She's great at listening to you and knowing exactly what to say to make the situation seem not as bad as you once thought...
~Candace Jade Yarborough~
She knows how to say what she is thinking with love. She's one of the few people I know who have mastered this trait. Its hard for her to love many people but when she does she can do without holding anything back...
~E.J. Cunningam~
Has a very different way of looking at the world. Is open to hearing others thoughts and ideas without judging. When he decides to trust someone he can be the greatest friend to anyone...
~Kasey Levasseur~
She has a sweet soul. She likes people to think that she's naive and blonde but she has a real maturity to the way she looks at the world even though she is so young. She's not afraid to have a good time and she knows how to speak her mind when the time calls for it...
~Serina Jholie Pena~
A sweet and shy soul... Someone who pushes past her fears and insecurities to do what she loves... be on stage...She's intuitive to other peoples needs.. I really never have to explain she just always knows... She's still growin up but she is going to be an AMAZING woman one day...
Some people say you define yourself by the person you love... For me that is my amazing husband Matthew Douglas Eliason. He's the strongest person I have ever met in my life. He strives to do what is best at all times. And doesn't lose hope or faith when he fails. He pushes through every obstacle avoiding nothing. He is always brutally honest even when the truth hurts. He never gives up on me even when life gets tough. He sees through the walls I have built and gives me the strength to break them down. He believes in me as a person.. He is everything I have ever wanted and moreso he is everything I have ever NEEDED in a man. He is the best parts of me. And he always pushes me to see that I can be greater than even I thought I could be. He's more than just the man of my dreams.. He's the man of my reality.. and for someone who has always been a dreamer let me tell you that sometimes reality can be so much better than a dream.. I love him with all of my heart, mind, body, and soul... ..
And if thats not what you define who I am by then let us continue prodding... I am stubborn, I am headstrong, I am someone who loves to have a general direction to go in but no specific plans on how to get there because i feel like the journey is 3/4 of the fun... I am a dreamer.. I spend way too much time with my head in the clouds wondering about the impossibilities of life. I love staring at the stars and pretending that I am looking into the past. I narrate my life internally in my head as I go along. As if my life was worth someone's attention. As my life was interesting enough for someone to care to watch.. Hey for all I know I could be God's favorite soap opera... Yes I love God with all of my heart that I can at this moment. I admit I struggle daily trying to be what He wants me to be. and at this point in my life I'm not too sure what exactly that is... I hate to be involved in drama and yet I can't live without it for some reason.. I love to know whats going on in the world of people's minds. I am a people observer if u will. No matter where I am I am looking around at those that are walking by me. Not to judge them but because I genuinely want to know what is going in their lives.. What they think about, what pains them, what gives them joy... I am just too curious sometimes... I have a big heart... The simplest way to say it is I love to love people... I love to make people smile even if it means embarrassing myself... And I embarress myself often enough just by living so its not really something I CONSCIOUSLY do.. I just have a slick way of perfecting that art with having to try :)... But seriously... I always want to be the person that no matter what is going on or how far apart we have grown if we have ever been friends or met in some way or form that if they ever needed something or someone that they could count on me.. Yes that gets me in trouble sometimes but I guess its a big part of me having a servant's heart.. I am still in the process of learning how to be that person without letting people hurt or use me but i'm not sure if that is a craft I will ever master. Now here's kind of a weird thing... Although I'm loving and love to help people I have a temper... A bad one.. I guess you could say its the Puertorican in me coming out... I don't know.. But usually I reserve that side for people who are closest to me.. Not always fair but hey! who said life was fair right? Its not something I like about myself but the whole point of this is to say who I AM right?? not just the parts of me I like being... I'm also one of the worlds biggest procrastinator... I'm sorry its just if its something dull I would rather be doing something else so i'll put it off as long as i can until well sometimes i either forget it all together or I end up getting in trouble for doing something with half of my abilities... I am an extremely emotional person.. I cry at almost everything and I'm definitely wayyyy overly sensitive... I wish I wasn't but eh... once again I am who I am... There is so much more to me but lol I'm running out of time so I guess I will continue my soul search another day another time... If anyone cares to read this or not... Its not really for that... its for myself really... but if u would like to come along this journey with me then write comments... If you can think of something about me that you would like to share, good or bad, let me know.. I promise to get mad or hurt... I just want to know... Thanks Guys...
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