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Bear

It's like pimento loaf, only with skin tags.

About Me

I speak through distorted guitar, bass and shrill, high-pitched screams. Black Metal and Doom are my languages of choice. I create music that I feel best expresses the whirlwind of darkness inside me.
I believe in the inequality of man. We are not created equal and we should not be treated as such. I support all expressions of a persons true self, including acts deemed illegal by the government or immoral by the religious. There is no life after death , only nothing. I am an atheist, nihilist, freethinker, misanthropist, skeptic, and deviant.
I value the constant, undying pursuit of intelligence and personal growth. Stagnation is akin to death.
I don't care whether you agree with what I have to say, what I think, or how I live my life. I do not live for you.

self-injury = self-love

My Interests

Shannon, black metal, self-destruction.

I'd like to meet:


Music:

Currently obsessing over:
Leviathan -
Massive Conspiracy Against All Life
Shining -
IV - The Eerie Cold
Wolves In The Throne Room -
Two Hunters
Shining -
III - Angst
Deathspell Omega -
Fas Ite, Maledicti, In Ignem Aeternum

Movies:

Horror. Zombie movies being among the favorites.
Anything weird or disturbing.

Television:

Samsung.

Books:

Currently reading:
The Evolution of a Cro-Magnon - John Joseph
Lure of the Sinister - Gareth J. Medway
God is Not Great - Christopher Hitchens

My Blog

Of Thine Destruction, I Drink, To Be Your Blood....

Into your eyes, I fall eternally The scent of your skin burns my beingAs your touch sends tremors throughoutAt your feet, I tremble in anticipationI await my devourment with fevered disquietude As you...
Posted by Bear on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:54:00 PST

Keep thinking your way is the only way. I'll be over here stabbing you.

So I tend to enjoy getting to know people on a real basis after seeing glimpses of their personalities in public.  On occasion, I'm incredibly psyched that they turn out to be cooler than I ...
Posted by Bear on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:23:00 PST

Thinking, waiting and...fasting?

So reading does amazing things to me.  I'm reading Siddhartha by Herman Hesse and it's made me realize I need to finish starting over.  Over the past year I have been in a state of flux. At ...
Posted by Bear on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 02:12:00 PST

I've come to the realization...

...that if you don't love, or at least relate to, the movie Ghost World, you'll never really understand anything I ever have to say.
Posted by Bear on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 05:05:00 PST

...with mind and body forsaken, liberated...

Prostrate oneself to the throne of desire.  Suckling on the tit of agony, I am your servant.  Dissection...Closer inspection brings revulsion.  Putrific I stand.  Entrance to Nothi...
Posted by Bear on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 12:08:00 PST

Horror

Frequently in dreams I have encountered moments of utter weakness or impotence.  The inability to react quickly is the manifestation within the dream itself.  We dream that someone we care f...
Posted by Bear on Fri, 05 May 2006 01:23:00 PST

...and then....nothing.

One of the myriad ways to die that is now high on my list is by train.  Ah, to get smashed by one of these behemoths would truly be bliss.  Allow me to set the scene.  A bitter cold Jan...
Posted by Bear on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 07:16:00 PST

Matt to Kristy....

I have little doubt that a massive heart attack will finally fell this mighty oak, but at least I will go out with joy and the spirit of having dined well. You, on the other hand, hate life, loathe yo...
Posted by Bear on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 06:50:00 PST