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the basics:
name: velislava.
age: 17.
status: single.
life's good (Y)
every single day is the best day of my life.
i'm an ordinary girl and it's quite obvious that i love myself the way i am. eventually i don’t regret anything i’ve done in my life, because i know i believed in it. the only thing i might regret is that i'm an absolute impatient little prat. and that's why i fuck things up. i may have done completely foolish things in the past, but i live and learn. no one can change the past. that's why i try to change the future instead.
i seriously do not usually like the majority of people i meet ocassionally.
i’m sick of meeting random “people”, who often have that special need to tell everyone every single thing about them, about their way of life, about the things they do with other random people they meet, etc., etc., etc.
i’m sick of being surrounded by people who suffer from that awful disease called “lack of self-esteem”. i’m not even going to bother to try and help you recover. because obviously i think you suck.
it sucks not to kinda … like yourself. if you don’t like the person you are, if you don’t like the way you feel, look, act, live, think – or else – no one will ever ever like you. and so am i.
i do not regret treating people the way i think i should. yes, i may sound rude, sarcastic, badass or whatever. i don’t really care. i am pretty much myself. which nowadays already sounds like a cliché.
if you don’t like me i’m absolutely ok with that. and don’t even bother to change me, because no one can. except time maybe. and not only in my case, you know.
circumstances shape us and turn us into the people we are. these i live in make me behave, feel and think that way. if yours make you weak and pitiful – it’s pretty much not my problem :>
but still i'm trying to make the world a better place.
yes, despite all the holdbacks and the losers surrounding ...
i'm the happiest person in the whole world.
i seriously doubt that anyone would read that.

who i’d like to meet? the one, who can fascinate me with everything he is and everything he does. the one that’s naturally amazing. the one who has heart and brain. the one, who will write a poem on my mirror with my favorite lipstick, who will be there for me anytime, anywhere. my best friend, the one who will see me as a normal human being, apart from my “moments”.
just don't let me down. all of you. please.