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About Me

just call me Ash...i live in a world of complete make-belive... i am very misunderstood, but im also very hard to understand... i prefer the night over day i love the rain and stormy weather and could stare at the sky forever... I live for words and all their glory. I LOVE singing, painting, building, writing, reading, piano, playing football, video games and rollerskating, old houses and museums and antique stores and vinatge. And the smell of playdough, winter, and babies, The color green, and farm animals. I prefer to live in the stoneage thus being so easily amused. music is my art in motion. Laughter is my medicine for EVERYTHING. pictures are more than a thousand words. I live for adventure and spontaneity and discovery. I dream A LOOOOT. and remember them ALL. Im a lover not a fighter. a giver not a taker. and more of a listener than a talker. i love goofing off with friends and i cherish my time alone. and as a self-proclaimed therapist, getting to know people on a more personal and in-depth level is my passion. HOWEVER i get bored fairly quickly, think waay too much and can be very analytical. I like having everything planned out just in case... and shopping and sleep just aren't my thing. i don't lie b/c im terrible at it. Im kinda commitment-phobic, but just cuz i'm confrontational-phobic. i get paranoid quite a bit, like of car crashes, and drowning and scary things in the dark. I blame it on my OCD. i think everyone's truly a good person- which isnn't too smart. i put EVERYONE'S happiness before my own. I sometimes hurt people b/c i say one thing but mean another, and everything gets lost in translation. but tis never intentional. I like to explain alot. I think being lied to your face is the biggest disgrace of all. I am probably too honest and blunt for my own good. I'm not to sharp on others emotions. I think like a child but act like an adult. im only shy when intimidated. and im very open but i have a hard time with trust. and YES...I still like nightlights.my FUTURE consists of being an architect, photo-journalist, storm chaser, kindergarten teacher and lord knows what else... I want to have lots of land and animals and children. A rancher/farmer life with someone to share it all with. SO for now, and forever this is who i am.The END.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 42%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence || 10%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Family drive |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| %
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Honor |||||||||||||||| 63%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality test by similarminds.com...Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. ... Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. ... Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. ... trait snapshot: clean, organized, dislikes chaos, semi neat freak, perfectionist, traditional, realist, fits in most places, enjoys managing others, risk averse, good at saving money, prudent, respects authority, high self control, hard working, does not like to stand out, follows the rules, finisher, resilient, takes precautions, cautious, honest, unfamiliar with the dark side of life, practical, dutiful
My Personality
Neuroticism 51
Extraversion 26
Openness To Experience 64
Agreeableness 68
Conscientiousness 66
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity, however you will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans.
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I'd like to meet:

ANYONE WHO CAN HOLD A CONVERSATION WITH ME ON JUST ABOUT ANYTHING, CAN LAUGH AT JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING. IN GENRAL, PEOPLE FASCINATE ME. SO DONT BE SHY, IM AN OPEN-BOOK WITH ENDLESS CHAPTERS.

My Blog

Ever Ever After

An endless roller coaster of demented twists, turns, vertical downfalls that seem to your death. Higher and higher, faster and faster your stomach churns, your body shakes, sweaty palms holding on for...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 11:54:00 GMT

I chose the latter

wanting someone badly enough can go one of three ways- 1...   you believe you are in love  forget all their faults  pretend to be a plastic doll  ending it with a confused emotion....
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 06:25:00 GMT

one night stand?

well, "they" fiinally droppped according to my sister. after weeks of flirtatious ques i decided to ask my eye doctor out, upfront and personal. of course, he couldn't say at work, but a phone call&nb...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 13:28:00 GMT

NewNewsOldNews

Okayokayokay...new news.& old news.im moving [old news]to Jacksonville, Texas [new news]my grandparents bought a beautiful new house in this northeast town of an estimated 13,000 people.a tight kn...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:59:00 GMT

R.I.P. & God Bless...

The funeral will be held in San Antonio.I don't know how ill handel itSeeing my Aunts, and uncles, Grandma, and Grandpa and even my own father-those i am closest to, deal with it.but i wouldn't miss i...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 08:52:00 GMT

Pure Bliss

The grand news is i am moving...JUNE 1stback to my littlebig hometown of Norman, Oklahoma.this is for goodno more back and forthwell the truth is what i wanted was both in texas and oklahomaa constant...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 23:48:00 GMT

the real me

The moment i figure out what i want & where im going...life happens.good...bad...and i get lost once again.im not one for change, but anything to make a difference i CAN do.but someone who reminds...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 05:43:00 GMT

my reality...

what to say...what to think...what to feel... when i try and make things better i end up diggin myself a deeper hole.and right now, there's not enough dirt in the world to fill the hole back up.it see...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 04:09:00 GMT

life vs love

More frustrated and tired then I have ever been in my entire life, restless, mind body and soul, without any desire to move forward&I can't even seem to find the strength to fight.-Parents who only no...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 02:27:00 GMT

WHAT I WANT...

"WHAT DO YOU WANT??"  how many times ive been asked that... TOO MANY and "YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT, DON'T WORRY" how many times i've heard that... TOO TOO MANY since a little girl,  i was alwasy t...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:27:00 GMT