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About Me

"I offer grace, I offer blood, I offer everything till my heart is crystal clear."~AFI

Story of my life... I love too easily, trust too much, forgive too often... I will always look to find the potential good in people. Whether it is actually there or not remains to be seen. If I were stronger I'd be a rock, if I were weaker I wouldn't exist. Struggling to find that perfect cosmic impossibility called balance and piece of mind.

"I need to live a life like some people never will. So find me kindness, find me beauty, find me truth. When temptation brings me to my knees and I lay here drained of strength. Show me kindness, show me beauty, show me truth. ~Dream Theater
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My Interests

Music, books, shoes, my cat, your mom, the unattainable, the utterly impossible, and the pursuit of world domination.

I'd like to meet:

"Good morning precious. Good morning special. I've got news for you. There are millions like you." ~Kevin Gilbert
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Music:

Some, but definitely not all of my favorites are:
AFI
A Perfect Circle
Alkaline Trio
Ankedoten
Arena
Bad Religion
Bright Eyes
Camel
Cause and Effect
The Cruxshadows
The Cure
Cursive
Danny Elfman
Daemonia
Dance Hall Crashers
Death in June
Def Leopard
Devil Doll
DIO
Dream Theater
Dir En Grey
Echo and the Bunnymen
Extreme
Faith No More
The Faint
Fates Warning
Fishbone
Funkervogt
Gackt
God Speed You Black Emperor
Good Riddance
HIM
Hot Hot Heat
I Am Ghost
Imperial Teen
Iron Maiden
IQ
Jethro Tull
Joe Jackson
Journey
Joy Division
Katatonia
Kayo Dot
KBB
Kevin Gilbert
The Killers
Killing Joke
King Crimson
Kotoko
Less Than Jake
Link 80
Live
Malice Mizer
Matraz
Maudlin of the Well
Ministry
Modest Mouse
Moi Dix Mois
Nerf Herder
Nine Inch Nails
Pet Shop Boys
Pixies
Poison
Porcupine Tree
Queen
Queensryche
Quiet Riot
Saga
Save Ferris
Scorpions
Skid Row
Skinny Puppy
Smashing Pumpkins
The Smiths
They Might Be Giants
Tiger Army
Toad the Wet Sprocket
Tool
Tori Amos
Toy Matinee
Twisted Sister
UK
Voodoo Glow Skulls
X Japan
XTC
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Yoshiki
5606

Movies:

Abrie Los Ojos, Alice In Wonderland, American Psycho, Cecil B. Demented, The Crow, Down With Love, Dr. Strangelove, Evangelion, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Fight Club, Ghost in the Shell, Gross Pointe Blank, Harry Potter, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Ice Age, Labyrinth, Legend, Lost Highway, LOTR, Memento, Monsters Inc., Newsies, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Ninja Scroll, Sleepy Hollow, Star Wars, Zoolander

Television:

Ugh

Books:

Alice in Wonderland, American Gods, Anne Rice novels, Catcher in the Rye, Dark Elf Books, Dune, Harry Potter, He, She, and It, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, I Lucifer, Kabuki, LOTR, The Mists of Avalon, Neverwhere, Sandman

Heroes:

My Mom and hopefully one day myself

My Blog

So...

I sure know how to pick them don't I! Got dumped last night. Will went from Mr. Perfect to Biggest Douche Ever in about 3 seconds flat. Apparently "I want to be with you forever" really means "I want ...
Posted by Meghan on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 08:52:00 PST

What goes up, must come down

I am exhausted in ways I cannot even begin to express. I am running on empty. Drained of the general good will that defines me. Drained of any emotional energy, even the reserves are gone. Drained of ...
Posted by Meghan on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:07:00 PST

Depressing Observations

Today I was going over the people in my life, past and present, and realized a couple of things. I admit I have not always befriended the best of people, and now it seems all of these unsavory charact...
Posted by Meghan on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 07:19:00 PST

Edit

"Take the time re-evaulate. It's time to pick up the pieces, go back to square one. I think it's time for a change"Funny how a song can make it all easier. I'm writing this blog to avoid the countless...
Posted by Meghan on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 03:09:00 PST

In my humble opinion

Not worthy of my time but always on my mind You dredge up memories and dreams of past scars and wounds Again and again I awake in fear and dismay Remembering that this is real... I want it back, every...
Posted by Meghan on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 02:04:00 PST

Screams

If I were buried alive I would use every last breath Just to scream your name Every time I die I wish you would die too To experience the hopelessness Of a life lived alone If drowning mys...
Posted by Meghan on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 12:02:00 PST

Scars are permanent

Shattered like glass upon the floor This knife, these cuts, what are they for I died when you walked out that door I'm sorry I couldn't be your something more...
Posted by Meghan on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 06:03:00 PST

Parade of Roses

Slit my wrists and bleed myself to sleep In these sleepless dreams I drown The blood pools on the floor like the roses on the graves Every time I burry my heart the pain strikes deeper Every time ...
Posted by Meghan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Together alone

I am lonely here Without your embrace Terrified of losing What was never actually mine The pain is unbearable But reminds me that I am alive My heart seems unrepairable Serves as a reminder ...
Posted by Meghan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sometimes

Some things are better left unsaid The final good bye at the doorway The painful reasons for walking away The stab in the back that left you bleeding The tears pouring down your face Some thing...
Posted by Meghan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST