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About Me

I am Courtney. :]
I don't like getting close to people because everyone leaves. The only person I have no fear of that with is my very best friend, Krystal Kirby. To me friends are made, kept, and lost all in short periods of time and I would rather just avoid it all than have the memories to deal with.
I like parks. They're relaxing and peceful and just in general make me happy. A lot of random things just make me so happy. I love little kids coloring pictures and I love how they can get away with just about anything they wear and it be too adorable.
I don't like how the world changes and most people don't even realize it until it's already to late to go back. I feel like everything is changing around me all the time and I'm growing up and I just can't stop it. It freaks me out and makes me wish I could just be a little kid again. It's just so crucial. I just don't understand.
I can be vain, stuck up, and selfish, but so can everyone at times. So, I try not to judge people because I truly only know about two or three people.
I am just about the biggest cry baby I know. Which makes me happy I currently invested in some water proof massacra. :] I love make-up. I love how you can just totally change eveyrthing about your appearance and make yourself look beautiful or crazy and glittery or my current favorite feathery. :] It's just crazy insane. I love to play with appearances.
I get very self conscious and I like to listen to people talk more than I really like to talk to people, unless they make me feel super comfortable. I like to hear about the way other people think and compare it with other people and myself. It's just so fascinating.
This makes me just about the happiest person on earth! :]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The most attractive man ever: Gerard Way

My Blog

View Past My Eyes

View past my eyesCould you see into my soul?Tell me where the past liesView past my eyesCan you see trough this hollowed out hole?Show me where your heart residesVeiw past my eyesWould this even take ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 18:35:00 GMT

singing songs that make you think. >p/o/e/m<

Your love is lke a hurricane Destroying everything along the way It rips me apart I know it from the start That I wouldn't be okay From the time the sun rises until it goes out You're all I can think ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 01:41:00 GMT

.P.O.3.M.

Surrender Rendered helpless Smeared across the wall All I have, I offer everything Things dirtort and are disoriented Oriented and goal bent, obessessed with the self Self examination over processed ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 01:52:00 GMT

poemmmmm.

Beautiful people with beautiful minds use it against me to waste their time I don't belong here and how I could I ever an outcast of hate I will be forever Alienated in my own sorrow the da...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 03:14:00 GMT

Masochism...

Read things that make you feel worthless Read things that make you feel small Read that things that make you feel useless Read them all Read the truth Read the lies Read their broken alabis Read the t...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 01:06:00 GMT

-inevitibility-

lost in thought thinking about them the people who cared caring is lies lieing is bad bad is all the thoughts I have have and hold to cherish forever forever until the end of time time is non existent...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:06:00 GMT

Poem

Written April, 25, 2008 The Principle Of Ethnics Enraged by EthnicsWho cares what they think?We'll burn them. burn them at the stakeOut with what's rightWe've waited so longSo, tell me, ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:05:00 GMT

Free Verse Poem.

the pinch in my throat the throb in my head it feels like it's choking me drowning out my thoughts it is all I can think about for the days unclaimed I just wither away the pinch starts to grip ...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 19:50:00 GMT

rant [to him.]

How could you do this to me? Do poromises mean nothing to you? How could you lie to me like that? Why would you tell me something tso far from the truth? Did you ever feel the way you said you did? Di...
Posted by on Fri, 23 May 2008 22:48:00 GMT

"Well, If we cut out the bad....

Well, then we'd have nothing left Like I cut your mouth the night I stuffed it all inAnd you lied to the angels said I stabbed you to deathWell, if we go at the same they'll clean the messI lost my he...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:43:00 GMT