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...you left me when i needed you the most... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:44:00 PST |
A Year to REMEMBER |
What can I say other than I was soooo happy to see everyone at my lil man's birthday party! It was small, but ALL OF YOU made it AMAZING for me!! THANK YOU soooo much!! You have no idea how much it me... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 01:56:00 PST |
grrr... |
for some gosh foresaken reason i CAN'T SLEEP!! all rite i know why, but dammit, just a while ago i was winding down, feeling tired enough to sleep and get some good flippin' rest...only to have t... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:34:00 PST |
it’s what i already knew |
...life was waiting for me to move along
it waited so patiently for me to open a door
a door that would lead me onto a new path
the door that would close behind me, and be a distant memory
in ... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 12:01:00 PST |
november rain |
one year ago he asked me to not worry, that "with everything that is going on, we're gonna be fine," and then he said, "i love you". looking back it just echoes and it brings tears to my eyes. it's ri... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 11:28:00 PST |
ugh! bleh! BLAAAH! |
so i'm DEFINETLY not going tonite 'cause everything is soo f*ing off balance that just the thought of having to drive over there is totally f*ing screwed! i woke up this morning nearly suffering a dam... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 05:34:00 PST |
the wake up call |
wooooh...hoooo! so im freaken EXCITED! for numerous reasons of course i don't even know where to begin...okay, well for starters and the simpliest...my favorite holiday is comin' up and lil J's ... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 08:18:00 PST |
everything everything...will be wonderful...someday |
im so tired...so tired of this emotional rollercoaster i live on. i want to move ahead, but something continues to pull me back. i make the STUPIDEST choices that i just don't seem to learn from becau... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 10:27:00 PST |
Last Nite... |
I slept with tears running endlessly down my face...the pain in my heart...the anger in my soul...and the lost of faith...
This morning...
I woke up with a smile on my face, love in my life, and the ... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:21:00 PST |
Dear Lord |
I'm sorry, so sorry for all the wrong i've done...i pray for your guidance and light at this time that my world seems so cold...it spins and spins to the point that i have no control...every... Posted by !~!eX-cu$e mE {mR.}!~! on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:55:00 PST |