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Beautiful Chaos

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About Me

0well shoot, about me? i like sports volleyball is my favorite to play, hockey to watch, my car; shes a vw beetle, whiskey, lawnmower races, quadding, peace, the ocean, humboldt on a nice summer day, frank sinatra, chris ledoux, cowboys, hippies, thrifting, finding old volumes of literature and reading for days & highlighting the best parts, reading under a big oak tree, falling asleep in a field of wildflowers, a six pack of beer and no street lights, i hate activist, im a fruit fly if you can figure it out then we are ok, i love my family and the feeling of being home (red bluff), just moved in with my best friend Kat, my nephew is coolest kid ever~!, coffee at night, playing pool, feeling like a lady, surprising all of my pops friends at the golf course, i can curse like a sailor, i bleed silver and black.. GO RAIDERS!!! And last of all i believe that love can conquer all!!OneRepublic Apologize .. .. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

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I'd like to meet:

wow, where do i start, maya angelou, gahndi, martin luther king jr. and i dont know inspiring people , people who want to make a difference in the world, and of course FLAVA FLAV!!!!!!!!

Music:

30 SECONDS TO MARS, AC/DC, AEROSMITH, ALAN JACKSON, ALISON KRAUSS, ANGLES & AIRWAYS, ARCTIC MONKEYS, AUGUSTANA, BEATLES, BELLE AND SABASTIAN, BIG & RICH, BILLY CURRINGTON, BILLY IDOL, BILLIE HOLIDAY, BLACK SABBATH, BLACKALICIOUS, BLOC PARTY, BRAD PAISLEY, BOB MARLEY, BONNIE RAITT, BOUNCING SOULS, BRMC, BROOKS N DUNN, BUSTA RYHMES, CARY BROTHERS, CHRIS BROWN, CHRIS LEDOUX, COLIN HAY, CRANBERRIES, DAMIAN MARLEY, DAMIEN RICE, DASHBOARD, DMB, DEAN MARTIN, DEF FLEPPARD, DEATH CAB, DIRKS BENTLEY, DIXIE CHICKS, DONNAS, ELLIOT SMITH, EVENASCENSE, FLOCK OF SEAGULS, FRAY, FIONA APPPLE, FROU FROU, FRANK SINATRA, FLOGGING MOLLY, ALL OF GARDEN STATE SOUNDTRACK, GARTH, GIPSY KINGS, GNARLS BARKLEY, GREAT SALVATI0N, GRETCHEN WILSON, GNR, HEART, HEATHER HEADLY, HEPCATS, HOWIE DAY, INCUBUS, INDIA ARIE, IRON AND WINE, JACK JOHNSON, JAMES BLUNT, JAMES TAYLOR, JASON ALDEAN, JEFF BUCKLEY, JIM CROCE, JIMI HENDRIX, JOE NICHOLS, JONNY LANG, JOAN JETT, JOSS STONE, THE JUDDS, JULIANA THEORY, JULIE ROBERTS, KANYE, KASABIAN, KEANE, KEITH URBAN, KENNY CHESNEY, KILLERS, KINKS, LAURYN HILL, LED ZEPPLIN, LITA FORD, LUDA, LYNARD SKYNARD,MAE, MARIAH, MAROON 5, MATISYAHU, MICHAEL BUBLE, MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK, NATALIE MERCHANT, NICKELBACK, NORAH JONES, OASIS, OK GO!, OZZY, PANIC! AT THE DISCO, PAVEMENT, PINK FLOYD, POSTAL SERVICE, PRINCE, RASCAL FLATTS, RAZORLIGHT, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, RILO KILEY, SARAH MCLACHLAN, STARTING LINE, STEREO CHROMATIC, SCORPIONS, SECONDHAND SERENADE, SHEDAISY, SNOW PATROL, SPAZZY'S, SUNNY DAY REAL ESTATE, SPEARHEAD, TEGAN AND SARA, THE WHO, THREE 6 MAFIA, TESLA, TIM MCGRAW, TOM PETTY, U2, WEEZER, WOLFMOTHER, THE WRECKERS, ZAKK WYLDE,

Movies:

i like anything that has some ass kickin in it ie:resevoir dogs,my sports favorites:the program, love &basketball, and bull durham. i love all of these: up close and personal, ever after, miss congeniality,

, never ending story, braveheart, office space, better off dead, well you get the point, but my all time favorite love story is a french film called love me if you dare, it rocks my socks

Television:

that 70's show, scrubs, grey's anatomy, you know funny but serious.

Books:

devil wears prada, shopaholics, jennifer weiner, boonville, the color of water, steinback, mary higgins clark, bird by bird, yellow raft on blue water, like water for chocolate, house of sand and fog, why do men have nipples?, white oleander, million little pieces, dry, girls, bergdorf blondes, lots and lots more!!

Heroes:

my heroes would have to be my parents. my dad especially because he sacrificed a lot to get me to where i am today. My mom; well she is my biggest fan, and the most supportive woman in the world. Another person who i completly and totally admire is my sister, he is a single parent, and making many sacrifices for my beautiful little nephew. So it seems as though i surround myself with heroes.

My Blog

ahhhhhhhhh

My Heart my head, and my sould they all seem to disagree.  My eyes they are blind to it all. This is my love life or should i say the love of my life?  For those who say that love is not eno...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 06:05:00 PST

finding myself in a sea of faith

Stand in a sea of faith and you will feel so miniscule, and yet so powerful all at the same time. Hearts happy, emptiness evading souls.  never have i felt a feeling such as this it's as though f...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:30:00 PST

I JUST WANT MY EFFIN CAR!!! GRRRR

ok so yeah.....the last blog only began to touch what was going on and now it is completly different....of course...definatly not for the better, because it seems to me that being gaurded is who and w...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:23:00 PST

BULLSHIT.....

Such a skeptic, but with good reason right?! HOW dows the heart get back on the bike and ride again? To accept that most likely it will fall again, good bad or indifferent it shall fall....the questio...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:01:00 PST

Warning, dangerous curves ahead

Your smile leads me, yet your eyes tease me, Pulling my heart in every direction imaginable, Your mouth so tantalizing, and yet it is my heart that is about to explode. The road is a winding road with...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 11:06:00 PST

oh dear...

so in having a convorsation with a newly found good friend i sit here afterwards in deep contemplation.....contemplatin what you ask?!?!  my love life it is.....i have come to the conclusion that...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 11:29:00 PST

oldie but a goodie

As I sit here I wonder is it all worth it? Giving up comfort for strife, Dealing with all of the bullshit and calling that life, Contemplating life, self-worth and of course beauty. Outside my iron sm...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:57:00 PST

eh

this is my life so real and so very true, this is my life, my life with out you?! i love it and i hate it, my soul, and my heart it is they who appreciate it, they appreciate the distance and they app...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:47:00 PST

LIFE UPDATE

MY LIFE! so what has been going on u ask?!?! well i have moved outta humboldt and i am currently a corporate whore at starbucks which is totally ok, i like it so far.  we will see how many hours ...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 11:10:00 PST

perfect sense

stolen from my girl swithy!!  lol but soo funny!!   "Well you see, it's like this ... A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo, and when the herd is hunted, it is the s...
Posted by Beautiful Chaos on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 12:16:00 PST