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Megan[lil nazi]

love is suicide

About Me

let's not sugar coat this, it's not that sweet
my mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear
those words someone has to say
it's time to kiss goodbye
i'm so close to ripping out my heart, i'm so close to throwing it in your face
where would i be then?
no better off than i am now
alone, afraid, desensitized
this is not the first time and i'm sure its not the last
this is the one thing i am sure of, the one thing i know
let me ask you a question, do you know what's wrong with me?
can you give me an answer?
if not then leave me the fuck alone, quit playing hero
honestly these tears are not for you, these tears are for me
the me inside of me, the one that no one has seen, the me i strive to be
i am so alone, now i'm afraid of becoming desensitized
at least i think that's what i want
do you know what i want?
do you know who i am?
do you like who i've become?

My Interests

*i like ..
football (eagles & troy polamalu) ..
baseball (phillies) ..
dave mirra ..
music (see below) ..
drivin around in my car ..
detailing my car ..
shooting guns ..
the simpons road rage ..
going out with friends ..
my vodka collection ..
relaxing at home alone ..
getting manicures and pedicures ..
getting my hair done ..
tattoos ..
piercings ..
reading ..
text messages ..
*i dislike ..
white people that think they're black ..
stupid boys ..
hypocrites ..
people that dont know how to drive ..
people that dont know any english ..
people that dont keep their promises ..
being surprised ..
having no signal on my cell phone ..

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

mxpx ..
boy sets fire ..
transition ..
senses fail ..
himsa ..
poison the well ..
as blood runs black ..
from autumn to ashes ..
walls of jericho ..
saosin ..
cky ..
old nofx ..
get up kids..
millencolin ..
pennywise ..
billy joel ..
elton john ..
eric clapton ..

Movies:

stand by me ..
the goonies ..
the outsiders ..
the sandlot ..
boondock saints ..
toy story .. 1 & 2
kids ..
scarface ..
the godfather 1 & 2 ..
goodfellas ..
american history x ..
shawshank redemption ..
saw 1, 2, 3, & 4 ..

Television:

the first 48 ..
intervention ..
lockup ..
simpsons ..
family guy ..
south park ..

Books:

the outsiders ..
a million little pieces ..
the house of sand and fog

currently reading: Mein Kampf

Heroes:

*i love you guys ..
my grandfather ..
robert e. bunnell ..
i miss you ..
xoxoxo

cassandra daniele ..
everything sucked while you were gone
i love you.. and thank you for everything

My Blog

101 rules for hardcore kids

101 Rules of Hardcore 1) Be tough at all times. 2) Never cheer after a show, only clap. 3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way 4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 09:27:00 PST

do i like you?

Post a reply with your name and I'll tell you 9 things that I like/admire/enjoy/respect about you.1)2)3)4)5)6)7)8)9)...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 06:05:00 PST

Delaware!!!

** im guilty of all of these ... except the one about scrapple, cuz thats just gross.   You Know You're From Delaware When... -You know where, what and when the Hummers Parade is held. -"Vacation...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:34:00 PST

Libra's .. actually its pretty true ..

Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but n...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 01:11:00 PST

if yah wanna know what Im really like .. read this..

Your smell is: The pleasent smell that isn't too strong but not too faint, which stays all day long, but suddenly disappears when you start taking it for granted and you realise how fantastic it was. ...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 09:09:00 PST

~* 3 different surveys combined into 1 ..

20 questions1. how old were you when you lost your virginity? . 14 .. lost it in a tree house with my boyfriend at the time .2. if you could go back how many people would you have had sex with that y...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 10:14:00 PST

~* 105 q's..

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?. yes .. i still wear it .. but only cuz its a diamond .2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?. 2 1/2 years .3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?. i got a couple things for mothers day ...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 02:01:00 PST

~* being bored at work is no fun ..

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? . yes .. of course .2. Slept in a different bed? . yup .. all the time .3. Made out in a movie theatre? . yup .4. Made out with 2 different people in one night? ....
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 07:15:00 PST

Tag!! .. your it ;D

Each player of this game starts with the "6 weird/quirky habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird/quirky habits/things, as well as state this rule ...
Posted by Megan[lil nazi] on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 09:53:00 PST