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Kerry

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

About me? Well, like alot of people, there's aconstantly changing answer to that. I'm currently goingthrough alot of changes - for the better, I feel. I'vespent most of my life being an 'assistant'; puttingother people before myself. That's not necessarily agood thing - for anyone; if you give all of yourself toother people then you end up with nothing for yourselfand you lose yourself. Your loved ones lose you.Everyone loses. I'm learning. Learning to give tomyself first, so that I can keep giving to otherswithout hurting myself. Making other people feel goodabout themselves is very rewarding, but I'm enjoying italot more now when I can do it unconditionally. I'm notsure I like the way this makes me sound, but tough.That's part of my learning - not hiding what I am.There is true joy to be had in helping create a smile!Right - aside from all this enlightened stuff I love mymusic (see 'interests' - no point in repeating). And I love people! In fact,sickeningly enough, I love everything. I have my baddays, but otherwise I could just sit and watch theworld - from the smallest creature to the sky revolving, orjoin in with the maddest game going on, depending onmood and availability! Have a great day peoples - this world is full of goodthings if you'll let yourself see them, and makeyourself get them. We can have it all - it's just takenme a while to believe it. Kerry XXX

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Everyone, but not all at once.

My Blog

Love and Hate

I cannot feed you, I must feed my family But you will still demand to be fed Your persistence is noted, your instistence showing your lack of empathy You tell me you're understanding, that y...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 03:36:00 GMT

High on Life

I'm too full up - not food, don't think I've eaten anything but peanuts since breakfast. Don't even know why I'm here except this is more satisfying than writing in my little book if thoughts. Too muc...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 17:05:00 GMT

Wanted - one hard kick up the bum

Any offers? It won't cost you a penny and I'm not paying you either. Not for a kick up the bum - I'm reluctant, not desperate.     I'm only writing this to put off the inevitable h...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 03:46:00 GMT

Dancing Queen

I may have overdone it with the happy-pills lately. I'm so ecstatic I want to fly, sing, play, dance all at the same time - I'm going to explode! Then something will irritate me - I reach for my neare...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 02:10:00 GMT

Warp Nine!

Yeah, baby - yeah! Subie the Bitch is back on the road & we've been screwing the tarmac like it's been a bad boy. Have to say the new tyres are now worn in. Ha! Wow - haven't felt this good for a ...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 10:49:00 GMT

Broadband & the Bitch

I've just joined the fast lane! Everything in the house is now connected, up & running - yeah! Broadband, finally.I keep pressing the speaker button on the phone to listen to the dial-tone while I...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 12:11:00 GMT

Fucked Up Again

Well, my ability to think clearly & get things done has fucked off and left me again. My partner desperately needed a prescription before the weekend but we couldn't get it until monday. I just ga...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 13:50:00 GMT

Pornographic Rant

Okay - I blame this rant on a question I was answering on one of these surveys we all get thrown on here. The question was 'What was the last porno movie you watched at home?'. I got a bit carried awa...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:33:00 GMT

Found - one lost soul. Lost - one planet full of people

Where to start? Where to end? Where am I? I feel like a time-traveller who has no control over where & when she leaves & returns; I'm reading 'The Time Traveller's Wife' by Audrey Niffenegger,...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 10:01:00 GMT

I’ve been tagged

The Rules:Once you have been tagged, write a blog with ten strange/ random facts or habits about you. When you are done, pick ten people to be tagged. List their names and why you tagged them. Don't f...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 14:32:00 GMT