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Kaipo

kruel_angel

About Me

Give Me One Firm Spot To Stand
And I Will Move The Earth
Back in Portland now. Getting life back on track. New things to see and lots of stuff to do. Back on the journey of life once again. Hopefully this time it turns out right.
Pieces of
Me
My Pictures I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

My Interests

I love my friends. I love reading and expressing myself through writing. Going to the club, getting drunk and dancing. Working out, staying fit. Beauty, I love art.
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Music:

All kinds just not really hardcore rap..

Movies:

I like mostly all movies, except stupid straight guy movies, like Team America...

Television:

Supernatural baby, Heroes, Charmed is the shit, Buffy, Smallville, Friends, Will & Grace and Queer as Folk..

Books:

I own so many its not even funny. I read just about anything that catches my interest..

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My Blog

I Dream 2.0


Posted by Kaipo on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:09:00 PST

I Dream

I dream of blue skies, of soft breezes over my skin. The sun bathing my body in warmth. I dream of an endless ocean, Deeper than the starlit heavean above. Of innocence not yet lost. I dream of peace,...
Posted by Kaipo on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 01:21:00 PST

Nightmares

Can't fight, nor scream Try to run, can't hide Keep thinking - sleep Nightmares. Waking up And finding the demon here Instead of you.
Posted by Kaipo on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 07:57:00 PST

Life and Love

     When it comes to life and love, if you could do it all again, would you?  I would have to say yes and no. Looking back on the past year, and all the events that have tran...
Posted by Kaipo on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 07:52:00 PST

Goodbye

"Goodbye to everything that I knew. The last 3 years were just pretend." -Michelle BranchI'm done with Portland and the gay scene. I'm done with friends who are just fuckwads in the end. I'm sick and ...
Posted by Kaipo on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:21:00 PST

Only You

If my heart could beat, it would pound in rythm to your own.If my breath could catch, it would at the very sight of you.Sable eyes and a gentle smile.Pain deep in your soul that matches my own.You fee...
Posted by Kaipo on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:17:00 PST

Butterfly Wings

HopeA dream whispered into darknessswallowed by the windcarried on the wings of a luminous butterflyto land softly, slidingwhispering in my earand I cradle this fragile thoughtholding it as carefully ...
Posted by Kaipo on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 08:42:00 PST

Time Has Told Me

Time has told me You're a rare rare find A troubled cure For a troubled mind. And time has told me Not to ask for more Someday our ocean Will find its shore. So I`ll leave the ways that are making ...
Posted by Kaipo on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:50:00 PST

Stand Still, Look Pretty

I kinda feel like this"Stand still, look pretty" The Wreckers I want to paint my face and pretend that I am someone else Sometimes I get so fed up I don't even wanna look at myself But people have p...
Posted by Kaipo on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 07:17:00 PST

Where do I go from here?

Memories stolen by yesterday,Holding on, hoping it won't fade away.Feeling like I've fallen from grace,It's myself that I have to face.Needing to get me out of this hell,In the dark, where all shadows...
Posted by Kaipo on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:04:00 PST