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AMANDA JOHNSON. APRIL 3rd, 1966 TO JULY 30, 2007. For AMANDA.For the Woman thats stuck by me all these years,...Thru thick and thin. LAURA McCLAIN Another song for LAURA,..... JERRY BUTLER YOUR PRECIOUS LOVE My daughter, SHAWNA MAE,...has been my main INTREST, and goal in lifeto see her succede,...every night Id tuck her in bed, and sing Lullabys to her,...especial DOLPHINS LULLABY, by FIREFALL,.............................FOR SHAWNA MAE,...DOLPHINS LULLABYAnd of couse she would joing in and help sing..... KNOCKIN ON HEAVENS DOOR,For SHAWNA MAE,..."Sometimes it feels, like I been tied, to the whipping post",...is an excelent way to describe how I often feel."People say Im the life of the party, Because I tell a joke or two, Although I may be laughing loud and hearty, Deep inside im blue, So take a good look at my face, You see my smile looks out of place, If you look closer its easy to trace, The Tracks of My Tears."....all you have to do is look a little closer,..to see the false bravado,...if you know what that is.Its not easy being me,..or at least what I think I might be,...Im ever changing,..and never compleat,...still searching for that satisfied feeling of being whole,..of belonging, to something, someone.Some people search their whole life, looking for happiness, never knowing its right at their fingertips,...yet never close enough to grasp,...Other people are born with that feeling of belonging,...something Im afraid I'll never know."All along this path we tread, My heart betrays my weary head, Of the Love we tried to save, From the cradle, to the grave