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Nathanael

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About Me



I am a lion, a lamb, a powerful man, lover, hater, virgin and whore. I'm funky, a junkie, I'm walking the line. I'm a shaman clear out of my mind. I'm a creature who rose from the slime. Saint and sinner, I am two of a kind. I'm a freak. I am weak. It is love that I seek. I am more than I know. I am lower than low. I'm your partner in crime stealing time. I'm there when your sad, joyous or mad. I'm the sun, the wind, and the rain. I'm a passionate lover into the pain. I'm the future, present, and past. I'm a predator moving quite fast. Spirit expanding, burnt heart imploding, I'm forever true. I'm fearful. I'm fearless. I am you...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Johannes Kepler, khalil Gibran, wilfred owen, alan watts, jorge young, jack kerouac, Malcolm X, Judas, Hunter Thompson, sylvia plath...{Those who have & continue to challenge me}

Dreaming of that face again. It's bright and blue and shimmering. Grinning wide and comforting me with it's three warm and wild eyes.
On my back and tumbling down that hole and back again rising up and wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye.
In Out In Out
A child's rhyme stuck in my head. It said that life is but a dream. I've spent so many years in question, to find I've known this all along.-
Shrouding all the ground around me. Is this holy crow above me. Black as holes within a memory and blue as our new second sun. I stick my hand into his shadow to pull the pieces from the sand. Which I attempt to reassemble to see just who I might have been. I do not recognize the vessel, but the eyes seem so familiar. Like phosphorescent desert buttons singing one familiar song... -
"So good to see you. I've missed you so much. So glad it's over. I've missed you so much. Came out to watch you play. Why are you running away? Came out to watch you play. Why are you running away?"
So good to see you once again. I thought that you were hiding. And you thought that I had run away. Chasing the tail of dogma.
Opened my eye, And there we were. Opened my eye, And there we were.
So good to see you once again I thought that you were hiding from me. And you thought that I had run away. Chasing a trail of smoke and reason.
Prying open my third eye

My Blog

The Finest Aphrodisiacs, Part II.

You asked how poets make love with wordsI decided to show you not by mouth or curvesTonight I'll write my poetry across the canvasOf your body, my willing blinded accompliceExpressing my innermost sec...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 15:46:00 GMT

honeydipped, kamasutra-poetry

Tonight, tell me who you areAllign your soul at my coreAnd embay your secret ink biographyInto my soaking paper fleshTonight, tell me who you areTattoo your spirit in my mindAnd mural your black ecsta...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 21:32:00 GMT

Short Story, Part 1.

  There are times my unconscious mind becomes a maze my soul cannot navigate. I struggle against my destiny, and I fall faint from fatigue. I shun embracing my grief.   I'm an abusive love...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:48:00 GMT

YOU

I am a lion, a lamb, a powerful man, lover, hater, virgin and whore. I'm funky, a junkie, I'm walking the line. I'm a shaman clear out of my mind. I'm a creature who rose from the slime. Saint and sin...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 00:20:00 GMT

untitled (pt. 1 & 2)

I. The truth is love, above all elseand in the smallness of me awakens an eternity of what my heart yearns... It churns and burns more than I wantto know, and still the flow of your words fill the dep...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 01:17:00 GMT

so, why?

  While I was still a child, I chained the beast in me to a shooting star who had a mind of it's own.This is the reason why I am pulled in every which waybut the direction I am vainly stuborned t...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 01:14:00 GMT

more than you

The movement shook me like a knife to thethroat, and you gloat.... but in the endwhat I see my friend is a welcome return. The burn of what is left in the depth of the viles and miles that have turned...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 01:07:00 GMT

One Question. One Answer.

 Question, 1 Answer1 question,1 chance,1 answer.. it's all you get..You get to ask me 1 Question (TO MY INBOX) any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!!Conditions: I won't tel...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 16:52:00 GMT

~ The Morning Star ~

~ There is a star standing alone in the sky, and shines very brightly in the East just before the Sun comes up. This is called the "Morning Star" by the Lakota. It is the star announcing the coming of...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jul 2005 22:24:00 GMT

You've Inspired me like no other....

They say that Goodness in life belongs to those who believe... so, I believe.....   - One.
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jul 2005 21:13:00 GMT