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About Me

Im not perfect
Life isnt everlasting, sometimes it isnt meaningful, it's hard to understand, to comprehend, and, at times, hard to live. I dislike all of the unecessary and stupid things we do.But while I suppose that I have no choice now but to live and die, I might as well enjoy living. I like most things people my age like. Friends, music, movies, I like to go out and party but most of the time id rather stay home with some friends and veg out. My ultimate goal right now is to get back into school, im getting there slowly, i really do want to go back.I am stuck in that lovely painfully antagonizing transitional stage of my life.
The following is a line from "the lovely bones"
I sat in the gazebo in the main square of my heaven and watched my sister rage. Hours before I died, my mother had hung on the refrigerator a picture that Buckley had drawn. In the drawing a thick blue line separated the air and the ground. In the days that followed I watched my family walk back and forth past that drawing and i became convinced that that thick blue line was a real place - an Inbetween, where heaven's horizon met Earth's. I wanted to go there into the cornflower blue of Crayola, the royal, the turquoise, the sky.....
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Hopefully one day jesus, if he really does exist. Id like to meet myself, i think we would have interesting conversations.

My Blog

we exist?

so the past few days have been the hardest few days of my life. There has not been a single moment when my mind hasnt been plagued with the same question, it keeps ringing in my ears and is keepi...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 15:59:00 GMT

domo arigato

so ive been contemplating a lot about what i want to do with my life in the near distance future. mainly because ive been thinking so much about how short life is, or may be. i knew i wanted to go&nbs...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 14:33:00 GMT

same me different year.

so i suppose its about time i posted a new blog considering its a new year and everything. we all do it, we write about things that happend the year before, things we'll miss, things we regret, things...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 10:01:00 GMT

this odd weather

does anybody else find the fact that its 45 degrees outside in december a bit startling? christmas is in a week and it seems like spring time outside.i dont know about you people, but this doesnt seem...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 14:42:00 GMT

like a flash of light!

dont you love those moments when you have an epiphany?it comes to you at the most random times, and just, clicks. like, how could i not see it before????UHHHH DUHHH, of course! this epiphany wa...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 11:27:00 GMT

whats the hub bub this new years

So i want to know everyones plans this new years eve! im still a stranger in this town and it would be cool to do something interesting this year!im not 21 yet so i cant go out to the bars or anything...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 18:19:00 GMT

ageless

i often find it hard to express my feelings through words. Even though they race through my mind like space rockets. theyre cluttered like the stars, and are vast like the universe. I feel unable...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 17:19:00 GMT

just a little poem i wrote

so this is just something i wrote when i was bored. its basic, and it rhymes, but hell it took me what, 5 minutes? A single shot of love: It always ends like this a painful shot with a single kiss ...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 16:36:00 GMT

ipod

So I went online the other day, and decided to buy an ipod mini (before the nano completely takes over) and when I went to dl itunes onto my computer, an error message popped up. saying it couldnt in...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 12:56:00 GMT

WOULD YOU????

why not try it WOULD U?[_] go out with me?[_] give me your number?[_] kiss me?[_] let me kiss you?[_] watch a movie with me?[_] let me take you out to dinner?...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT